Lyrics
Grinding my teeth, I'm getting all things out of my head
Feeling overwhelmed and trying to clear thoughts from the mind.
Adore the concept to scream you out of my chest
Desiring to express emotions loudly and forcibly.
I'm having a hard time of having a hard time
Struggling with difficulties and feeling overwhelmed by them.
With cement pressed up to my neck
Feeling trapped or suffocated by pressure or responsibilities.
Lately I've been starving
Experiencing a strong desire or need.
And I'm starting to eat at myself to fill the hunger
Turning inward to self-destructive behavior due to unfulfilled needs.
But everything that I gnaw on is decayed
Attempting to satisfy needs with things that are decayed or harmful.
And I know just what you'd say
Understanding how someone else would react or respond.
I'm holding onto a fantasy
Clutching onto an unrealistic or idealized vision.
And it's not so good for my health
Realizing that holding onto the idealized vision is detrimental to well-being.
When I lay obsessed eating my regret
Engaging in self-destructive behaviors while consumed by remorse.
Lately I've been bitter but better
Currently feeling resentful but improving from past experiences.
Gaining traction from ties I've severed
Progressing by breaking previously established connections.
Tearing through all the obstacles in my way
Overcoming challenges and barriers in the path.
Here's a song you can show your friends cuz I am still not over this
Still affected by a past event, wanting others to know.
Tell them how immature I am cuz I am still not over this
Acknowledging personal immaturity regarding the unresolved issue.
You tried to lie and flip the script and I am still not over it
Referring to someone's attempt to deceive and the lingering impact.
I am still not over this
Continuing to be affected by the unresolved situation.
Don't regress just accept cuz everyone will fall for something
Encouraging acceptance rather than regression in facing challenges.
The disrespect I'd expect from an everyday common person
Expecting disrespect from ordinary individuals.
I get wrecked when I expect that anyone will owe my something
Feeling hurt when expecting something in return from others.
So I'll fend for myself behind these walls I built
Protecting oneself by isolating behind emotional barriers.
It was like parting seas when we parted ways
Reflecting on the separation that was monumental or significant.
See it in my smile, see it in my face
Showing visible signs of the impact of the separation.
Your utter lack of empathy is why we never got far
Pointing out the lack of understanding and care from the other person.
I was in a shallow grave, deeper than your thoughts are
Feeling deeply buried or emotionally overwhelmed compared to the other person's shallow perspective.
If you can't make it out the cold
Suggesting that failure to adapt leads to embracing one's difficulties.
Then you'll just make it into your home
If unable to confront difficulties, they become one's comfort zone.
If you can't think on your own
Being unable to think independently and relying on instructions.
Then you'll just do as your told
Conforming to orders due to a lack of individual thought.
Here's a song you can show your friends cuz I am still not over this
Reiterating the continued impact of the past event on oneself.
Tell them how immature I am cuz I am still not over this
Admitting personal immaturity regarding the unresolved issue.
You tried to lie and flip the script and I am still not over it
Highlighting someone's attempt to deceive and its lasting effects.
I am still not over this
Continuing to be affected by the unresolved situation.
Don't regress just accept cuz everyone will fall for something
Encouraging acceptance instead of regressing when facing challenges.
The disrespect I'd expect from an everyday common person
Expecting disrespect from ordinary individuals.
I get wrecked when I expect that anyone will owe my something
Feeling hurt when expecting something in return from others.
So I'll fend for myself behind these walls I built
Choosing to protect oneself by isolating behind emotional barriers.
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