Lyrics
I got a backlog of drama
I have a history of unresolved conflicts and problems.
That won't let me breathe
The intensity of my troubles is suffocating.
I got a catalogue of answers
I possess a collection of explanations that may be hard to accept.
That you just won't believe
Your disbelief is expected when you hear my answers.
I got a million other problems
I face numerous challenges, making me exclaim in shock.
Thinking "Oh my God"
I am overwhelmed by problems, thinking about them intensely.
The grapevine packs a punch
Rumors and gossip can be potent and harmful.
Has a real mean streak
Gossip has a harsh and malicious nature.
I got an underlying demon that
I have an inner struggle or issue that is best left unexplored.
You don't wanna meet
This inner struggle is something you would rather avoid.
So if you're trying to dig it up
If you intend to uncover my issues, I'd prefer you not to.
I think I'd rather not
Some things are better left buried or undiscovered.
I'm trying to paint a pretty
I am attempting to present a positive image to everyone.
Picture in front of everyone
This attempt at positivity is not enjoyable.
But it ain't so fun
Despite efforts, the situation is not as pleasant as it seems.
'Cos with one mad rush
A sudden rush of negativity can ruin my efforts.
Yeah they'll take my brush
Others will ensure that my efforts are destroyed.
And make God damn sure that the colours run
There will be a deliberate attempt to tarnish my reputation.
This gossip storm is spiralling
Gossip is escalating and becoming more intense.
These crooked tongues are bleeding out
False and harmful statements are spreading widely.
No doubt
No doubt that the situation is serious and damaging.
I don't bite too hard
I may not be overly aggressive, but I will retaliate with sarcasm.
But I'll send you some kind regards
Offering insincere well-wishes as you leave.
As you turn your back
You are turning away, and I am dismissing you with sarcasm.
And take your sorry ass back home
Leaving and taking your problems with you.
I never said I was as good as gold
I never claimed to be perfect; my reputation is under pressure.
My reputation's in a stranglehold
I am facing criticism and judgment for my actions.
My record ain't the cleanest
My past behavior is not spotless, and neither is yours.
And yours ain't either
Both of us have questionable histories.
There's nothing dodgy about me
There is nothing suspicious about me; it's all a conspiracy.
It's all conspiracy
Claims about me are unfounded and part of a conspiracy.
'Cos I don't care what your preference is
I am indifferent to your preferences and opinions.
To all the dirty references or
References to questionable actions or behaviors don't bother me.
If you should have known
I don't care if you were aware or not.
No I don't care what your best friend says
I am not concerned about the opinions of your friends.
She's a mess these days
A person you mention is currently struggling; keep them away from me.
So just leave that kid at home
Suggesting that someone should stay away from a problematic situation.
Word on the street says I'm bad to the bone
The general perception is that I have a rebellious and tough nature.
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