Lyrics
Consumed by my need to perform
Expressing a strong compulsion to perform or achieve.
To maintain
Desire to sustain or preserve something, possibly related to a commitment or responsibility.
I said I'm working on it
Claiming to be addressing and actively working on a situation or issue.
But I can't promise you anything
Uncertainty about making promises, perhaps due to challenges or limitations.
I think I will go to bed soon
Expressing a desire or intention to go to bed soon.
And all of my plants will die with me
Reflecting on the potential consequences of personal actions on one's surroundings.
It's like I'm stuck under my pillows
Feeling trapped or confined, possibly emotionally or mentally.
I need to wash my clothes
Recognizing the need to attend to basic chores like washing clothes.
I need to take out the trash
Acknowledging the responsibility to handle mundane tasks like taking out the trash.
I need to stand up straight
Recognizing the need for self-improvement, possibly in posture or personal behavior.
And take good care of you
Expressing a commitment to take good care of someone.
I thought it was fine forever
Initially believing that everything was okay and stable.
Like I think everytime
Reflecting on past experiences of thinking everything was fine.
But it's like I'm stuck to the couch
Feeling stuck or immobile, particularly on a couch, indicating emotional or mental stagnation.
And I'm just so tired
Expressing profound fatigue or exhaustion.
It's like I like myself mental
Suggesting a preference for a particular mental state, even if it's challenging.
Like life was more vivid then
Reflecting on a time when life felt more vibrant or alive.
I think I'm working on it
Reiterating the commitment to work on improving the situation.
Smiling and nodding and not looking dead
Engaging socially by smiling and nodding, despite feeling detached or fatigued.
And I touch their hands
Physically connecting with others through touch.
And I see my friends
Observing and recognizing the presence of friends.
And I'm trying again again again again
Expressing a continuous effort to try again and improve.
I need to wash my clothes
Repeating the acknowledgment of the need to wash clothes.
I need to take out the trash
Repeating the responsibility to take out the trash.
I need to stand up straight
Reiterating the need for self-improvement, especially in maintaining an upright posture.
And take good care of you
Reiterating the commitment to take good care of someone.
I thought it was fine forever
Reiterating the initial belief that everything was fine indefinitely.
Like I think everytime
Reflecting on the recurring pattern of thinking everything is okay.
It's been raining for a while
Noticing a prolonged period of rain, possibly reflecting a metaphorical sense of gloom or sadness.
But not even the sun could wake me up
Even in the presence of positive elements (sun), there's a struggle to find motivation or energy.
I think I will go to bed soon
Reiterating the intention to go to bed soon, possibly indicating a desire for escape or rest.
And all of my plants will die with me
Repeating the idea that personal struggles might have consequences on one's surroundings.
It's like I'm stuck under my pillows
Feeling emotionally or mentally confined, possibly using pillows as a metaphor.
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