Lyrics
These apartment walls
Feeling confined within the walls of an apartment.
Can't hear me call for change
Expressing a desire for change, but feeling unheard.
Watch my stupid face
Observing one's own expression, possibly in frustration.
As I repeat the same routine again
Engaged in a repetitive and mundane routine.
And I shake my head
Expressing disappointment or disbelief, shaking one's head.
And I go back to bed
Returning to bed, possibly as a way to escape or avoid.
Have a little faith
Encouraging oneself to have faith in challenging times.
Back to crying in public again
Resorting to public crying despite stubbornness.
As stubborn as I am
Acknowledging personal stubbornness while facing difficulties.
I know I can hold on
Believing in the ability to persevere.
Hoping they will understand
Expressing hope for understanding despite leaving things unsaid.
that I leave so many things unsaid
Regretting unspoken thoughts or feelings.
I know I can
Reaffirming self-belief in overcoming challenges.
I aspire to be a dream
Expressing a desire to be an idealized version of oneself.
to wake up be pristine
Aspiring to wake up in a pristine state, possibly metaphorical.
But it's whatever man
Nonchalant attitude toward challenges, using "whatever man."
They've got a new dog now
Noting a change in circumstances, possibly metaphorical with a new dog.
And I could never be the last to cross the finish line
Feeling incapable of being the last to achieve a goal.
so I run myself out
Exhausting oneself in pursuit of goals or validation.
Have a little faith
Reiterating the need for faith during emotional moments.
Back to crying in public again
Returning to public crying despite personal strength.
As stubborn as I am
Acknowledging stubbornness in enduring difficult situations.
I know I can hold on
Reaffirming the belief in one's ability to endure.
Hoping they will understand
Expressing hope for understanding despite leaving things unsaid.
that I leave so many things unsaid
Regretting unspoken thoughts or feelings.
I know I can
Reaffirming self-belief in overcoming challenges.
And I obsess again
Engaging in obsessive thoughts or behaviors.
I get stuck on things
Getting stuck on particular thoughts or issues.
I know it's gross
Acknowledging the unpleasantness of one's obsessions.
I can't let things go
Expressing difficulty in letting go of things.
And I hope that when I die
Contemplating the impact or legacy after death.
they won't remember what I'm like
Expressing a fear of being remembered negatively.
That I'm absurd
Acknowledging one's eccentricities and emotional pain.
And that I'm hurt
Expressing emotional exhaustion and weariness.
And just so tired
Conveying a state of being mentally and physically tired.
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