Lyrics
I've been acting crazy sometimes I
I have exhibited erratic behavior at times
Wish that you were dead
Expressing a strong negative emotion, perhaps out of frustration or anger
No I shouldn't have said that I
Regretting a previous statement
Should've kept it in my head
Should have kept my thoughts to myself
Why did I let her go? I
Expressing regret for letting someone go
Should've kept her in my bed
Regret for not keeping the person close
Now she won't even call and that
Feeling upset because the person won't communicate
Shit makes me so upset
Expressing emotional distress
I woke up in the morning I came
Reflecting on waking up in the morning
To get all of my stuff
Returning to collect personal belongings
And I left after midnight I'm
Leaving late at night, suggesting a pattern of staying out late
Always staying after dark
Consistently being active during nighttime
Yeah this feels kinda overplayed I
Feeling like the situation is too familiar or repeated
Might need another spark
Considering the need for a new beginning or source of inspiration
It's like nothing ever fucking changed
Expressing frustration that things haven't changed
We're back at the start
Suggesting a cyclical nature, returning to the starting point
I really hope wе got the same goal
Expressing a desire for shared goals
Becausе we're stuck under the same home
Emphasizing a shared living situation
And if you really wanna leave, go
If you want to leave, go ahead
Just know we're stuck under the same oath
Stressing the commitment to a shared oath despite difficulties
I've been acting crazy yeah everything
Continuing to exhibit erratic behavior
I see is red
Perceiving everything with intense emotions
Yeah that shit's got me so tired
Feeling exhausted or worn out
No I can't take another step
Expressing difficulty in moving forward
I'm fucking losing it
Feeling overwhelmed and losing control
I don't think you understand
Believing that others may not understand the situation
But this the life and I'm choosing it
Choosing a challenging life, regardless of others' opinions
I don't really give a damn
Expressing a lack of concern or indifference
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