Lyrics
I can't seem to wrap my head around
I struggle to understand
Why you always pick me up
Questioning why you consistently support me
Just to tear me down
Only to break me down later
You don't ever give no fucks
You show no concern or care
All in my head tryna get drunk
Constantly on my mind, trying to numb the pain
Just to forget about you
Using alcohol to forget about you
Left in my bed all ya pillow cases
Your presence lingers in my bed through pillow cases
That still smell like your perfume
Carrying the scent of your perfume
Running laps around my broken heart
Engaging in repetitive cycles around my wounded heart
Left a bunch of bloody open scars
Leaving behind numerous painful scars
I guess we needed some time apart
Realizing that separation was necessary
I never thought it would hit this hard
Unexpectedly experiencing intense emotional pain
But here's my favorite part, This gone come back and bite you
Highlighting the anticipation of retribution
I must've forgot what you did
Forgetting the wrongs you committed
But I don't even think that matters
Believing past actions may not matter
Cuz I know someone who didn't
Acknowledging someone who won't forget
Yeah karma gonna get you bad
Acknowledging the inevitable consequence of karma
Fuck everything we had
Rejecting the value of the past relationship
I was so stuck in the past
Stuck in memories of bygone times
Always thought you'd come back
Assuming you'd return, but grateful you didn't
But thank god baby you didn't
Expressing relief for not coming back
I hope you regret it I'll never forget it
Wishing for you to regret and remembering the hurt
My heart been in and out surgery
Describing the emotional turmoil in the heart
Girl you bring out the worst in me
Attributing negative behavior to your influence
But all ya flaws so perfect to me
Recognizing flaws as perfection
Get high
Engaging in substance use
Baby take a hit lets smoke and drive
Suggesting escapism through smoking and driving
Talk about things that we want in life
Discussing aspirations in life during intoxication
Baby I guess this our goodbye
Accepting the end of the relationship
Well good riddance
Expressing satisfaction with the departure
Like baby I gotta admit it
Admitting heartbreak and engaging in destructive behavior
Heart broke fucking all ya friends just to fix it
Recalling attempts to fix the broken heart
And its funny cuz you think I care but I don't
Indifference to your thoughts and feelings
Go to hell I'll buy the one way ticket
Wishing unpleasant consequences
Like girl I need ya attention, only take seconds please stop and listen
Seeking attention with a plea to listen
Might've said this but in case I didn't
Reiterating the anticipation of retribution
This gone come back and bite you
Reemphasizing the expectation of karma
I must've forgot what you did
Forgetting the wrongs committed by you
But I know someone who didn't
Knowing someone won't forget
And I think she ready to fix it
Believing in someone's readiness to reconcile
I must've forgot what you did to me
Forgetting past hurts inflicted by you
But I know someone who didn't
Acknowledging someone who won't forget
Yeah karma gonna get you bad
Anticipating the harsh consequences of karma
Fuck everything we had
Rejecting the value of the past relationship again
I was so stuck in the past
Stuck in memories of bygone times again
Always thought you'd come back
Assuming you'd return, but grateful you didn't again
But thank god baby you didn't
Expressing relief for not coming back again
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