Lyrics
Sometime I just wanna disappear
Sometimes, the singer wishes to vanish or escape.
That's what I fear the most
The fear of disappearing is the singer's greatest concern.
But I feel like I just came out my dose
The singer feels rejuvenated but acknowledges a strong comedown.
But I, I know I come down so strong
Aware of coming down strongly from a high.
Got a couple hours 'til I fall asleep
The singer has a few hours before falling asleep.
Will it be permanently
Uncertainty about whether the sleep will be permanent.
Will I see the morning or not?
The uncertainty extends to seeing the morning.
Or not?
Repetition emphasizing the uncertainty.
Feeling like I just came out of comatose
Feels disoriented after emerging from a comatose state.
I hate when I wake the most
The singer dislikes waking up the most.
Just wanna get so, so stoned
Expresses a desire to be heavily under the influence.
Cuz I, I feel so cold
The singer feels emotionally cold.
In this world, I'm so alone
Sensation of loneliness in the world.
Feel like I got no home
The singer feels homeless, lacking a sense of belonging.
I got a cruel dome
A metaphorical reference to a harsh mental state.
On the daily my stitches are un-sewn
The singer's emotional wounds are consistently open.
Would you forgive me if you had to forget me
Questioning if forgiveness is possible if forgotten.
Might be six feet before my I'm sixty
Speculation about a potential early death.
My soul is missing
The singer feels a void in their soul.
Can you fix me
A plea for someone to mend the singer's broken self.
Help me mask this curse and keep me busy
Request for assistance in distracting from inner turmoil.
Baby, you come up
A comforting presence enters the singer's life.
You kiss me
The comforting presence provides solace through a kiss.
Sometime I just wanna disappear (Yeah)
Reiteration of the desire to disappear.
That's what I fear the most (Hold me close)
The fear of disappearing is comforted by being held close.
I don't wanna go, but I do
Conflict between the desire to stay and the need to leave.
But you hold me close
Despite the internal struggle, finding comfort in closeness.
Everything's temporary (Will you hold me close?)
Highlighting the impermanence of everything.
Nothing's forever (Nothing's here forever)
Emphasizing the transient nature of life.
When you're here, oh we're together
The joy of being together when the person is present.
I don't fear
Expressing a lack of fear in the current moment.
Not ever
An affirmation of the absence of fear.
But I feel like I just came out my dose
Reiterating the feeling of emerging from a stupor.
But I, I know I come down so strong
Acknowledging the intensity of the comedown.
Got a couple hours 'til I fall asleep
The singer has a limited time before falling asleep.
Will it be permanently?
Questioning if the sleep will be permanent.
Will I see the morning or not?
Uncertainty about witnessing the morning again.
Or not?
Repetition underscoring the uncertainty.
Feeling like I just came out of comatose
Feeling disoriented after emerging from a comatose state.
I hate when I wake the most
Expressing a dislike for waking up.
Just wanna get so, so stoned
Desire to be heavily under the influence for escape.
Cuz I, I feel so cold
Reiteration of feeling emotionally cold.
In this world, I'm so alone
Reiteration of the sense of loneliness in the world.
Feel like I got no home
Reiteration of feeling homeless and lacking belonging.
I got a cruel dome
Reiteration of a metaphorical reference to a harsh mental state.
On the daily my stitches are un-sewn
Consistent emotional wounds remain unhealed in daily life.
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