Lyrics
Grey skies, don't shine
Feeling a sense of gloom and sadness; a lack of brightness in life.
I'm existing purest in the nighttime
Existing in a pure state during the nighttime, suggesting a preference for solitude and introspection.
And I can see the evil up in their eyes
Perceiving malevolence in the eyes of others, possibly reflecting a distrust or negative experiences.
Keep a pistol packed it's sure to shorten up my lifetime
Keeping a weapon for self-defense, acknowledging the potential threat to life.
But they already know that I'm bleeding outta my side
Already experiencing pain or harm, possibly from external sources.
Leave my brothers sleeping, they gon miss me when I'm gone
Anticipating being missed by loved ones when gone.
But I won't wake em cause they've dealt with all my demons that's for sure
Choosing not to burden others with personal struggles.
And I won't leave here with my blood, I let it leak out on the floor
Accepting the inevitability of death and not fearing it.
I seen the grim was creeping round but now he's stood right at my door
Sensing the presence of death or danger at the doorstep.
I already know death ain't fuck me up like life did
Reflecting on life's hardships being more impactful than the prospect of death.
She already know she cut me deeper than the knife did
Acknowledging emotional pain caused by a significant other.
I've been out my mind, I'm lost, I know I'll never find it
Feeling mentally lost and recognizing the impossibility of recovery.
But something here been pulling on my strings like I'm entwined in
Experiencing an external force influencing one's actions or emotions.
A life of living in despair
Describing a life filled with hopelessness and misery.
I call up death he's always there
Turning to death as a constant companion or solution to problems.
I know the man that's on the other side was broken, disrepair
Believing that the entity on the other side of death is also broken and in despair.
And so I feed him all the lies I've ever fed myself
Admitting to self-deception and the repetition of lies to oneself.
A couple pills and I'll be on my way to motherfucking hell
Considering self-destructive behaviors as a way to escape.
They say it's time to pick up the flow
Acknowledging the need for change or a different approach in life.
I got it like getting was all that I know
Having a mindset focused on acquiring material possessions.
My mind been racing but time running slow
Feeling a sense of urgency while time appears to move slowly.
Running like running was staying on low
Running away or avoiding problems, akin to staying on a low profile.
My girl like Cleo, she already know
Comparing a significant person to Cleopatra, possibly highlighting loyalty.
Been around them but never a hoe
Having been around others but maintaining one's values and not compromising.
She see me gripping, it's time that I go
Noticing a sense of urgency or danger and preparing to leave.
She know that I can put on a show
Recognizing the ability to put on a facade or performance for others.
And I'm waking up like I'm sinking deeper into depths of time
Waking up to a deepening sense of the passage of time and its consequences.
Like my 'tire fucking life been represented by a mime
Feeling as if life has been silent and unrepresented, possibly unacknowledged.
I ain't speaking, not because I'm lacking social capabilities
Choosing not to speak, not due to a lack of social skills but a deliberate avoidance of human connection.
Because I'm anti human like it's my responsibility
Expressing an aversion or disconnection from humanity as a personal responsibility.
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