Lyrics
I should have kept myself a secret
I regret not keeping myself a secret
Would it have saved me from your lies
Wondering if keeping the secret would have protected me from your dishonesty
The ocean moves
A reference to the constant movement of emotions or situations
As you consume me
Feeling overwhelmed as if being consumed by someone
Every time
Whenever certain situations arise
My thoughts want to kill me
My own thoughts are causing harm or distress
My mind can't seem to love me
Struggling with self-love and acceptance in the mind
Staring forward hating what I see
Looking ahead and disliking what I perceive about myself
The glass breaks from the silence of my screams
Internal turmoil leading to the shattering of silence
I'm looking at my reflection
Examining oneself in a reflective surface
Why can't I be my only friend
Questioning why I can't be my own true friend
I'm looking at my reflection
Reiterating the struggle of self-acceptance through self-reflection
Why can't I be my only friend
Expressing the ongoing challenge of being one's own friend
Bathe in a pool of regret
Immersed in a pool of remorse and sorrow
Love is a piercing
Love is painful and feels like a piercing sensation
My skin rejects
Feeling a rejection of love or emotional connection by one's own skin
These wounds deepen
Emotional wounds becoming more profound as a metaphorical blade enters
As the blade creeps in
Describing the gradual emotional pain inflicted on oneself
Your blood reminded me
A reminder of the emotional connection through shared experiences
Comfort when I'm hurt
Finding solace in the memories of comfort during distress
The ocean moves
A repetition of the earlier reference to the constant movement of emotions or situations
As you consume me
Re-emphasizing the feeling of being consumed by someone or something
Every time
Recurrence of the idea that certain situations trigger overwhelming emotions
My thoughts want to kill me
The internal struggle intensifies with harmful thoughts
My mind can't seem to love me
Continued difficulty in finding self-love in the mind
Staring forward hating what I see
Continuing to dislike the self-image while looking ahead
The glass breaks from the silence of my screams
The internal turmoil escalates, leading to the breaking of silence
I'm looking at my reflection
Revisiting the act of self-examination through reflection
Why can't I be my only friend
Reiterating the desire to understand why self-friendship is elusive
I'm looking at my reflection
Continuing the struggle of self-acceptance through reflective introspection
Why can't I be my only friend
Expressing frustration about the difficulty of becoming one's own true friend
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