Lyrics
I thought you would be right by my side
I expected you to be with me throughout.
Always be there like I was there for you
Anticipated your constant presence as I was there for you.
You didn't care to check up on me knowing that I was suffering
You neglected to inquire about my well-being despite my suffering.
A river went down my face
Tears streamed down my face.
And I don't like how she easily took my fucking place
I dislike how easily someone else took my place.
And I was so sick but I guess you're numb to my shit
Despite my illness, you seem indifferent to my problems.
And I'm not gonna say a word cause I know what's best
I choose silence as I believe it's the wisest option.
I thought you would be right by my side
Reiteration of the expectation for your constant support.
Even when you feel like your dead
Even in times when you feel lifeless.
I thought you would be right by my side
Continued expectation of your unwavering presence.
I guess I was wrong
Realization that the expectation was incorrect.
I guess I was wrong
Admitting the mistake of expecting continuous support.
What can I say I thought I had a friend who would soon become my favorite person
Expressing the belief of having a friend who would become significant.
And it really hurts now because I was so sure now I'm really stuck
Pain due to the assurance and now feeling trapped.
Really stuck
Emphasizing the feeling of being truly stuck.
My heart really ripped from below
Heartbreak described as a severe tearing sensation.
Can you tell that I'm really hurting
An inquiry if the pain is visible.
I try not to show
Attempting not to display the emotional distress.
It's better that way you know
Believing it's better to conceal emotions for a smoother situation.
Maybe down the line you'll learn your lesson
Hope that lessons will be learned in the future, though risking personal pain.
But I'll rather fuck it up and let my heart burn
Preferably choosing to make mistakes and endure heartache.
I thought you would be right by my side
Reiteration of the expectation for your constant support.
Even when you feel like your dead
Even in times when you feel lifeless.
I thought you would be right by my side
Continued expectation of your unwavering presence.
I guess I was wrong
Realization that the expectation was incorrect.
I guess I was wrong
Admitting the mistake of expecting continuous support.
Where did you go
Questioning the disappearance of the expected support.
I really thought you would always be around
The belief that you would always be present is now shattered.
It really hurts cause I'm all alone
The pain is intensified as the speaker feels alone.
Cause I'm speaking first I might take 4 pills to erase the memories
Considering drastic measures to erase painful memories.
I thought you would be right by my side
Reiteration of the expectation for your constant support.
Even when you feel like your dead
Even in times when you feel lifeless.
I thought you would be right by my side
Continued expectation of your unwavering presence.
I guess I was wrong
Realization that the expectation was incorrect.
I guess I was wrong
Admitting the mistake of expecting continuous support.
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