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Your perfect taste meant happiness
Your ideal preferences brought happiness.
If I'm being honest
If I'm speaking truthfully.
Calmly erase my memory
Erase my memories calmly.
Cuz I don't even want it
Because I don't desire them at all.
Make my toxic dreams come true
Make my harmful dreams a reality.
Make me feel guiltless
Allow me to feel free from guilt.
Start life over as someone new
Begin life anew as a different person.
It sounds so perfect
It sounds incredibly ideal.
I think I lost control again
I feel like I've lost control once more.
Flooding my mind with raw emotions again
My mind is overwhelmed with intense feelings once again.
Feeding all the demons as they crawl
Nourishing all the inner struggles as they move slowly.
To gain control as I fall
To take command as I descend.
To lose myself in it all
To completely immerse myself in everything.
It sounds so perfect
It sounds incredibly ideal.
Could it be the end?
Could this be the conclusion?
I don't how much more I can take of this
I don't know how much more of this I can endure.
It's hard to even exist without it
Existing without it is challenging.
It's hard to even imagine a world without it
Imagining a world devoid of it is difficult.
There's so much more I wanna do in this world instead of this habit
There's so much more I want to accomplish in this world instead of this addiction.
I can't seem to shake it
I can't seem to rid myself of it.
I want to feel alive again
I desire to feel alive once more.
Flooding my mind with raw emotions again
My mind overwhelmed again with intense emotions.
Feeding all the demons as they crawl
Nourishing all the inner struggles as they move slowly.
To gain control as I fall
To take command as I descend.
To lose myself in it all
To completely immerse myself in everything.
It sounds so perfect
It sounds incredibly ideal.
It sounds so perfect
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