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Dreams, they're so hard to keep an eye on
Dreams are challenging to maintain focus on.
You never know when one won't let go
Uncertainty about when a dream might fade away.
Dreams, they're the only thing that bleeds
Dreams are the only things causing emotional pain.
Unlike my heart that forgot how to breathe
The heart feels numb, disconnected, and struggles to feel alive.
I'd spend my days in an amnesic haze
Willingness to forget reality in a state of forgetfulness.
If it meant it all went away
Desire for problems to disappear, even if it means losing memories.
Free from fears feasting on the weak
Freedom from fear, taking advantage of vulnerable individuals.
Those too incapable to speak
Targeting those unable to express themselves verbally.
I can't see past this frustration
Feeling stuck and unable to move beyond frustration.
Living like the lies inside my bright imagination
Living a life based on falsehoods within a vivid imagination.
My thoughts get lost amongst the fray
Thoughts getting lost amidst chaos or conflict.
Inside my worn and tattered brain
Mental fatigue and distress reflected in a worn-out mind.
Have you seen the person that I left behind
Seeking a past version of oneself left behind.
In the days I can't hold on to anymore than you
Inability to hold onto past moments.
Unsee the monsters lurking just beside us
Awareness of hidden dangers near, overshadowing vibrant experiences.
As all the colours fade to black and white
Transition from vibrant colors to a stark black and white reality.
I can't hold onto anything inside
Difficulty in maintaining emotional connections.
Let my organs spill out slowly every single night
An intense desire for emotional release and vulnerability.
Under the moonlight everything's all right
Finding solace and peace under the moonlight.
If you make sure you never show your eyes
Avoiding revealing one's true emotions.
I try to see what a good life could mean
Contemplating the meaning of a fulfilling life.
If I ever returned to reality
Hesitation to return to harsh reality.
Step out into the open stage
Stepping into life's challenges without a clear direction.
Forgetting what I'm meant to play
Forgetting one's purpose or role in the larger context.
I can't see past my reflection
Unable to see beyond one's self-critical reflection.
Staring disapproving at a colourless complexion
Critical self-reflection leading to dissatisfaction.
Why wake when all the guilt pours out
Reluctance to wake up and confront guilt.
Like blood came dripping from her mouth
Guilt and remorse manifesting like blood from a wounded mouth.
Convulsing forth the fetid smell
Expressing a repugnant smell emanating from inner turmoil.
Seep through the cracks engulfed whole with dread
Feeling overwhelmed by anxiety and dread.
Each passing hour spins me around
Time passing with disorientation and confusion.
Shadowed by souls that stare from the dead
Haunted by the judgmental gaze of past experiences.
Cold achromatic air will drown
An atmosphere of emotionless, colorless despair.
Brought in by doubt and bred to restart
Doubt and uncertainty leading to a desire for a fresh start.
Hands reaching out to pull me down
External forces attempting to drag down.
To pull me out, to pull me apart
A struggle between external influences pulling in opposite directions.
Have you seen the person that I left behind
Seeking a past version of oneself left behind.
In the days I can't hold on to anymore than you
Inability to hold onto past moments.
Unsee the monsters lurking just beside us
Awareness of hidden dangers near, overshadowing vibrant experiences.
As all the colours fade to black and white
Transition from vibrant colors to a stark black and white reality.
I can't hold onto anything inside
Difficulty in maintaining emotional connections.
Let my organs spill out slowly every single night
An intense desire for emotional release and vulnerability.
Under the moonlight everything's all right
Finding solace and peace under the moonlight.
If you make sure you never show your eyes
Avoiding revealing one's true emotions.
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