Lyrics
Life kicks you when you're already down
Life is challenging, especially when you're already facing difficulties.
I might give up, lights flicker, nigga powering down
Considering giving up, feeling a loss of power, possibly experiencing a low point.
I'm operating off the back up
Operating from a backup or secondary position.
Coffin waiting, calm, i'll lay in when my lap done
A calm acceptance of death, waiting for it to happen.
It's a victory lap, let extra rounds off in the air
Celebrating a victory but also firing extra rounds into the air.
Glad i was burned
Feeling grateful for surviving a challenging experience.
Saturn return
Referring to a Saturn return, a significant astrological event around age 29-30.
I'm sad then return boosted
Experiencing sadness and then returning with increased strength or power.
Prerequisite for these winnings
Having certain prerequisites or conditions for achieving success.
In fact what i learned ruined my view of my desires
Realizing that what was learned has negatively affected one's perspective on desires.
I threw what i acquired held no meaning for me
Rejecting acquired possessions that hold no personal meaning.
Steal it from me, won't care
Unconcerned about material possessions being stolen.
Possessive of those near
Being possessive and protective of those close.
Extra people please don't stroll close cuz i won't show no fear
Warning against approaching with ill intentions, showing no fear.
If you didn't know, new people, i don't fuck with you, i never did
Expressing a general lack of connection with new people.
Few people that always stuck with me, you know that's from the ditch
Acknowledging and appreciating the few loyal friends who have always been there.
You ain't sewn onto this dome to live alone,
Rejecting the idea of living in isolation.
That sentence cold cuz i hate most these folks with my entire soul
Expressing strong dislike for most people.
And tired souls got my feet mounting the mound, i feel grounded
Feeling grounded and stable due to the exhaustion of dealing with difficult people.
Peep the groundwork i put in these rounds,
Proud of the effort put into building a foundation for success.
Proud of these palms scarred and hardened far from soft to the touch
Appreciating hands-on work and physical toughness.
Built by hand until you saw what it was
Transforming something basic (mud) into something refined (marble).
Mud to marble
Facing obstacles but persistently working on artistic expression.
They tried to block, i started carving it up
Overcoming obstacles despite attempts to block progress.
I brought my art in the cut
Bringing artistic expression into challenging situations.
I turned this farce into bucks trust it took a lot
Turning a difficult situation into financial success, requiring significant effort.
No setting off til i let off on this clutch
Not moving forward until ready, possibly in a controlled manner.
Around some necks, i got em stressed, my demons caught in the mud
Causing stress and discomfort to others, possibly symbolic demons.
I let it rev and shift ahead and now they're caught in the dust
Accelerating and leaving behind those negative influences.
Let it settle, then remember, let my heart run a muck, yup
Allowing time for reflection and emotional expression.
Hard to envision bliss in gripping distance
Finding it challenging to imagine happiness within reach.
When you've forgotten what it looks like, Image of it
Forgetting what happiness looks like, struggling with the image of it.
Splitting spilling brain matter, crate searching, digging for shit
Dealing with internal struggles and searching for meaning.
Like a sample of the good life i must've once lived
Longing for a past life of comfort and happiness.
But ain't no sign of it
No evidence or indication of that past life.
Gone since, Gone quick
The past life is gone and disappeared quickly.
No traces, No prints
No evidence or traces left behind.
A clean getaway
Successfully leaving behind a difficult situation or past life.
I lost em , I think i lost em, I must have lost em, I guess they're gone then
Expressing uncertainty and loss of connection with something or someone.
I lost em
Confirming the loss and accepting that it's gone.
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