Lyrics
Am I stuck in the past looking forward
Feeling trapped or fixated on past experiences while trying to move forward.
Did I stray too far from the lane
Questioning if deviating from a chosen path has led to challenges or regrets.
Everybody's moving, changing
Observing the constant changes around, possibly feeling stagnant or resistant.
But here I remain
Despite changes, remaining in the same situation or mindset.
I retrace the steps I haven't taken
Reflecting on unexplored paths and questioning personal identity.
Have I lost myself along the way
Concern about losing one's true self in the journey of life.
Everybody's thinking long-term
Others planning for the long term, while the speaker struggles with day-to-day challenges.
How do I last the day
Questioning how to endure or survive daily life.
Freedom is an illusion
Suggesting that the idea of freedom may be deceptive or unattainable.
Certainty is a myth
Expressing skepticism about the existence of certainty in life.
When you are the last person
Being the least desirable person to be with, possibly due to internal struggles.
You would want to be with
Feeling isolated or undesirable in relationships.
Somewhere on the outside looking inward
Being an outsider looking into one's own life, concealing emotions.
Hiding everything behind my hair
Using physical appearance, specifically hair, as a metaphor for hiding emotions.
Where do I fit in
Questioning one's place or role in the world.
I'm out of place everywhere
Feeling out of sync or out of place in various aspects of life.
Wondering why the years feel shorter
Reflecting on the perceived acceleration of time and its impact on the individual.
Why I spend more time inside my head
Spending more time in introspection, possibly at the expense of external experiences.
Everybody's up and about
Others engaging with life actively while the speaker feels immobilized.
I'm stuck in my bed
Literally or metaphorically feeling stuck and unable to participate in life.
Freedom is an illusion
Reiteration of the idea that freedom may not be as attainable as it seems.
Certainty is a myth
Reinforcing skepticism about the existence of certainty in life.
When you are the last person
Repeating the sense of being undesirable in relationships.
You would want to
Repetition, possibly emphasizing the desire to be with someone despite challenges.
You would want to
-You would want to
-To be
-To be with
Desire for connection or companionship, echoing themes of loneliness.
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