Lyrics
Maybe I'm delusional, maybe I'm crazy
Expressing uncertainty about mental state and self-perception, questioning if delusional or crazy.
To think that you'd ever be the one who'd go and change me
Doubting the possibility of someone changing the speaker.
Maybe it's irrational, foolish and impractical
Describing feelings as irrational, foolish, and impractical.
Maybe im crazy to think you'd wanna save me
Acknowledging the craziness of expecting someone to save the speaker.
I'm always just a tear from crying
Consistently on the verge of tears, emotionally vulnerable.
Paranoid that you'll stop trying
Fearing a loss of effort from the other person in the relationship.
Cause I think we've hit the edge
Sensing a critical point or crisis in the relationship.
I'm addicted to the feeling that I get when I'm around you
Expressing addiction to a positive feeling when around the person.
It hurts now that I've found you
Feeling pain now that the person has been found.
I'll admit that I know for the first time our love feels so hollow
Acknowledging a sense of emptiness or shallowness in the love relationship.
cnd it's a hard pill to swallow
Referring to the difficulty of accepting a harsh reality.
Maybe it's seasonal, I find you unreasonable
Suggesting a cyclical or temporary nature of issues in the relationship.
You make it impossible to fix anything that feels possible
Describing the other person as obstructive to resolving problems.
Don't think this is treatable, I'm not saying its all your fault
Uncertain about the treatability of the relationship issues.
I'm probably just crazy and you can't really take me
Accepting personal responsibility and admitting to possible craziness.
I'm always just a word from screaming
Always close to expressing intense emotions and frustration.
cnxious that you'll never hear me
Feeling anxious about not being heard by the other person.
Or anything I've said
Expressing frustration about communication breakdown.
I'm addicted to the feeling that I get when I'm around you
Reiterating addiction to positive feelings when near the person.
It hurts now that I've found you
Experiencing pain after finding the person.
I'll admit that I know for the first time our love feels so hollow
Admitting a realization that love feels empty for the first time.
cnd it's a hard pill to swallow
Highlighting the difficulty in accepting an unpleasant truth.
We've reached the bottom, straight to the end
Describing a deep low point or end in the relationship.
Dug a big hole, drained out our veins, then did it again
Metaphorically illustrating the negative impact on both individuals.
I think it's time now, I wish you the best
Expressing a need for separation but wishing the best for the other person.
But I need you to know that we could never be friends cause
Clarifying that a friendship is not possible due to the history and emotions involved.
I'm addicted to the feeling that I get when I'm around you
Reiterating addiction to positive feelings around the person.
It hurts now that I've found you
Feeling pain now that the person has been found.
I'll admit that I know for the first time our love feels so hollow
Admitting a realization that love feels empty for the first time.
cnd it's a hard pill to swallow
Highlighting the difficulty in accepting an unpleasant truth.
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