Lyrics
I was cold, I was lonely
I felt cold and lonely.
No one thought to even phone me
No one bothered to call me.
Look at me now, I'm a fighter
I have transformed into a fighter.
I'm a strong bitch, baby, I'm designer
I am resilient and strong, like a designer.
I'm tryin' to shine a light on, light on, light on
Trying to bring attention to those in dark and despair.
Anybody sittin' in the dark and cryin'
Encouraging those who are crying to stand up and face challenges.
Fix your make-up or your hair, pull up a seat over here
Suggesting self-care, fixing appearance, and joining for support.
Gotta do what you do to get by, yeah
Advising doing whatever it takes to survive.
Back up, back up, we're in trouble again
Acknowledging trouble and danger.
Hitman's out and it's on my head
A hired killer is after me.
Back up, back up, I'ma do it my way
Choosing to confront challenges in my own way.
Live to see another day
Determined to live for another day.
So call me a saint, a slave to my brain
Embracing the label of a saint, recognizing mental struggles.
Yeah, I got kicked out but I can't escape it
Despite being expelled, I cannot avoid my inner struggles.
Safe to say I've seen better days
Acknowledging that there have been better days.
But I'm not afraid anymore
Overcoming fear and embracing resilience.
I grew up, I'm a big girl
Maturing and not giving time to those causing pain.
Stopped givin' time to people that make me hurt
Choosing not to be hurt by certain people.
Sometimes when I cry, it makes me better
Crying as a therapeutic process.
My tears are wetter now that I accept them
Accepting and expressing emotions openly.
I'm tryin' to shine a light on, light on, light on
Continuing efforts to bring light to difficult situations.
Don't hit the flight button, you'll just get a fight on
Warning against escaping challenges, as it leads to confrontation.
Now put your fingers in the air screamin', "Fuck 'em, I don't care"
Encouraging defiance and not caring about judgment.
Gotta do what you do to get by, yeah
Reiterating the importance of survival strategies.
So call me a saint, a slave to my brain
Reaffirming the label of a saint despite mental struggles.
Yeah, I got kicked out but I can't escape it
Unable to escape inner turmoil despite being expelled.
Safe to say I've seen better days
Admitting that there have been better days.
But I'm not afraid anymore
Embracing fearlessness and resilience.
I'm not lookin' to be saved
Declining the need for salvation.
Just picked out an early grave to bury shit
Choosing to confront problems rather than succumbing to them.
Not me
Not personally burdened but carrying the weight of experiences.
Just the weight that I've been carryin'
Acknowledging the challenges and difficulties faced.
You would think you married into savage ways and arrogance, pathetic
Reflecting on the impact of harsh and arrogant surroundings.
Not me
Declining to adopt a savage and arrogant attitude.
I'm makin' my exit out of here
Choosing to leave difficult circumstances behind.
Out of here
Expressing a decisive departure from challenging situations.
Out of here
-Out of here
-I'm out
-So call me a saint, a slave to my brain
Reiterating the label of a saint despite struggles.
Yeah, I got kicked out but I can't escape it
Unable to escape inner turmoil despite being expelled.
Safe to say I've seen better days
Admitting that there have been better days.
I'm not afraid anymore
Reaffirming fearlessness and resilience.
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