Lyrics
I’m on a ferris wheel
I find myself in a situation analogous to being on a Ferris wheel.
I can only imagine how my parents feel
I can only imagine the emotions my parents are experiencing.
Better be quiet, no clearance here
I need to be discreet, as there is no approval or acceptance here.
I know they snaking on me
I am aware that people are deceiving or betraying me.
I can see cuz I’m out in the field
I have a clear view because I am actively engaged in real-life situations.
Taking immediate action for real, yeah yeah
I am taking immediate and authentic actions in response.
Since when do you give a fuck how I feel
Questioning when someone started caring about my emotions.
Yeah yeah
Reiterated acknowledgment or agreement with the previous statement.
I’m so distant from you niggas this year
I feel emotionally distant from others in this particular year.
Yeah yeah
A commitment to not letting fear dictate the allocation of my time.
Never giving all my time to my fear
Ensuring that fear doesn't consume all of my time.
Yeah yeah
Repeated commitment to not succumbing to fear.
I lost homies that do not come round here
I have lost friends who no longer visit or communicate with me.
Yeah yeah some of them still acting weird
Some of these friends still behave strangely towards me.
Had to dismiss it as fear
I had to dismiss their behavior as driven by fear.
Where have I stealing her clear
Reflecting on where I may have misjudged or misunderstood someone.
But when it all fell apart
In a moment of crisis or downfall,
I couldn’t feel no one near
I felt emotionally isolated and distant from others.
I hope it all fell apart
Expressing a desire for everything to fall apart,
That’s what you want from the start
Implying that chaos or destruction was the initial goal.
That’s what you want from the start
Reiteration of the desire for chaos or downfall from the beginning.
Now I just talk to the stars
Currently finding solace in talking to celestial bodies or metaphorical entities.
I ain’t afraid of the dark
I am not afraid of the darkness or difficult times.
I’m better of on like Mars
Feeling more comfortable in isolation or distant places like Mars.
I don’t want credit, bitch I just want truth
Expressing a preference for truth over acknowledgment or recognition.
And it seem too hard to give
Observing that truth seems challenging for others to provide.
So you won’t tell it to the truth
Acknowledging the difficulty others face in being truthful.
And it’s too hard to live
Commenting on the challenges of living an authentic life.
I’m on a ferris wheel
Reiteration of being on a Ferris wheel, possibly symbolizing life's cyclical nature.
I can only imagine how my parents feel
Reiterating the speculation about the emotional state of parents.
Better be quiet, no clearance here
Reemphasizing the need for caution due to a lack of approval or acceptance.
I know they snaking on me
Reiterating the awareness of being betrayed or deceived by others.
I can see cuz I’m out in the field
Reaffirming a clear perspective gained from active involvement in real-life situations.
Taking immediate action for real, yeah yeah
Reiterating the commitment to taking immediate and authentic actions.
Since when do you give a fuck how I feel
Questioning the sudden concern for personal emotions from someone else.
Yeah yeah
Reiterated acknowledgment or agreement with the previous statement.
I’m so distant from you niggas this year
Reiteration of emotional distance from others in the current year.
Yeah yeah
Reiterated commitment to not letting fear dictate the allocation of time.
Never giving all my time to my fear
Ensuring that fear doesn't consume all of one's time, repeated commitment.
Yeah yeah
Reiterated acknowledgment or agreement with the previous statement.
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