From the Start
Unveiling Betrayal: Young Bree's Raw Journey Through Deception and Desolation
Lyrics
I shoulda known it love they were showing was fake from the start
The love and affection shown initially were insincere and false right from the beginning.
Nxggas was smiling in my face but they had hate they heart
People pretended to be friendly, but underneath, they harbored hatred.
Don't wanna see me get no shine rather see me in the dark
They don't want to witness the speaker succeed or prosper; instead, they prefer the speaker to remain in a state of obscurity or struggle.
No one to talk to, so these drugs help with depression
The speaker feels isolated and lacks someone to confide in, so they turn to drugs to alleviate their depression.
If I love you, please baby don't second guess it
The speaker urges their beloved not to doubt their love.
I got blood in my eyes it comes from deep depression
The speaker feels intense emotional pain, as indicated by the reference to blood in their eyes stemming from deep-seated depression.
It's nxggas who claim they want my life they see me they gon stretch me
There are individuals who threaten the speaker's life upon seeing them.
Why the fuck she never cared for me the way I cared for her?
The speaker questions why someone didn't reciprocate the care they offered.
Why the fuck they never there for me the way im there for them?
The speaker feels neglected as they are always there for others but don't receive similar support.
I got angles dead and gone, look to the sky shed tears for them
The speaker mourns the loss of departed loved ones.
He ain't really bout this life look in his eyes see fear in him
The speaker notices fear in someone's eyes, suggesting they aren't genuinely involved in a certain lifestyle.
They said I would neva leave the streets because my chances slim
People doubted the speaker's ability to leave the streets due to slim chances of success.
I ain't never count no favor dawg but I took care of them
The speaker didn't keep track of favors they did for others, but they took care of those people.
Had to put my back against the wall nobody there for him
The speaker faced hardships alone and had to rely on themselves.
Quan died by an opposition, gotta spin for him (Gotta spin again')
A friend, Quan, was killed by an opponent, and the speaker feels compelled to seek revenge.
Coulda really lost my life when they tried to spray
The speaker narrowly avoided death when someone attempted to shoot them.
I know my dawg gon keep it silence if the cops try to raid-aid aid
The speaker trusts that their friend will stay silent if the police attempt a raid.
Gotta keep my Glock on me that's how it gotta be
The speaker feels the need to carry a gun for self-protection due to the dangerous environment they're in.
in the streets playing with my life like its monopoly
Life in the streets feels like a risky game, akin to playing Monopoly, where one's life is at stake.
I escape nights in them trenches it ain't no stopping me
The speaker refuses to let anything hinder their progress and is determined to keep moving forward.
They may never give me my credit I know they watching me
The speaker believes that despite not receiving acknowledgment, they're being observed or monitored.
I was just down on my last I got that gwap on me' every time I walk in the party
The speaker used to have very little money, but now they have a significant amount whenever they attend parties.
I got a knot on me
The speaker carries a substantial amount of money with them.
Heartbroken heartbroken, going through a lot right now but I don't show it
The speaker is deeply hurt but doesn't display their pain outwardly.
Fighting these demons every day you just don't know it
The speaker fights internal battles every day that others might not be aware of.
If a nigga ever up that pipe he gotta blow it
If someone aims a weapon at the speaker, they'll use it without hesitation.
I shoulda known it love they were showing was fake from the start
Reiteration of the initial realization that the affection displayed towards the speaker was false from the beginning.
Nxggas was smiling in my face but they had hate they heart
People pretended to be friendly, but they harbored hatred.
Don't wanna see me get no shine rather see me in the dark
Similar to line 3, others prefer the speaker's failure rather than their success.
No one to talk to, so these drugs help with depression
The speaker feels isolated and uses drugs to cope with depression due to lack of someone to talk to.
if I love you, please baby don't second guess it
Reiterating the plea not to doubt the sincerity of the speaker's love.
I got blood in my eyes it comes from deep depression
The speaker feels intense emotional pain, as indicated by the reference to blood in their eyes stemming from deep-seated depression (repeated from line 6).
It's nxggas who claim they want my life they see me they gon stretch me
There are individuals who threaten the speaker's life upon seeing them (repeated from line 7).
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