Lyrics
I said a nigga dont really want to but a nigga will
Expressing reluctance but acknowledging readiness to act when necessary.
And i really came up inside of these killin fields
Reflecting on growing up in a dangerous environment.
On the run with them killers that shit be in me still
Being on the run with dangerous individuals, and the impact it has on the speaker.
Thinkin about the shit we survived really it give me chills
Recalling survival experiences, with the emotions it brings.
All the bumps and the bruises all the scars that remain
Mentioning physical and emotional scars from past challenges.
Still i smile cause my niggas know how far that we came
Smiling despite hardships, acknowledging progress with friends.
Knew all the losses but lessons thats a part of the game
Acknowledging losses as lessons in the game of life.
But i would never want it if its gone cost me my name
Not wanting success if it compromises personal integrity.
Pay me the value that you know im gone bring to the table
Requesting fair compensation for contributions to the table.
If not im koo walkin a way i can never be fable
Content with walking away if not valued, rejecting false stories.
With no rebuttals can never smut um never be labeled
Avoiding negative labels, focused on building a legitimate business.
Tryna build a business i tell em mind the one thats gone pay you
Emphasizing the value of buried treasures in the speaker's mind.
In my mind is buried treasures i cherish forever
Cherishing memories and carrying them through life's challenges.
Opened and find the memories that we shared with each other
Expressing reluctance towards a burdensome destiny.
I keep it with me as im pushing through every endeavor
Repeating the sentiment of not wanting certain things.
See I dont want it but thats the burden I carry forever
Reiterating the resistance to undesired outcomes.
I dont wanna i dont wanna
Expressing the unwillingness to go through certain experiences.
I dont wanna i dont wanna
Repeating the refusal to face particular challenges.
I dont wanna
Continuing the theme of not wanting specific things.
I said a nigga dont really want to but a nigga will
Restating the reluctance to engage in certain actions.
Let my soul do the talking this how a nigga feel
Letting emotions guide communication, acknowledging vulnerability.
Cause i aint got nothing but love but thatll get you killed
Having love but recognizing its potential danger.
Cold part about it cuh a nigga that probably let you live
Commenting on the paradox of sparing someone's life despite danger.
Celebrate between the lines and you will be just fine
Celebrating successes and being cautious of warning signs.
Cut out the cancer for it spreads if you can see the signs
Using proactive measures to prevent negative influences.
Get out what you puttin in cause you cant cheat the grind
Stressing the importance of hard work and avoiding shortcuts.
Just a little food for your thought my aim to feed the mind
Providing thoughtful insights for mental nourishment.
Still im workin them babies but never do without
Working with determination, maintaining a successful presence.
Got my name ringin off music like if the school was out
Establishing a reputation in the music industry.
Verified in these streets no need to do accounts
Being recognized in the streets, avoiding financial mismanagement.
Sleepin on the curb all them nights we had to troop it out
Recalling challenging times, sleeping on the street.
Still im working them babies but never do without
Reiterating the struggle while maintaining success.
Got my name ringing off music like if the school was out
Re-emphasizing success in the music industry.
Verified in these streets no need to do accounts
Repeating the idea of verified success and financial stability.
Sleeping on the curb all them nights we had to troop it out
Recalling hardships and nights spent enduring challenges.
You know the feelin the bullets whistlin by your head
Describing the intense feeling of danger and survival.
Before you lay it down keepin the pistol by your bed
Highlighting the importance of self-defense in a dangerous environment.
Cheat on my bitch she cheating bacc we know but lie instead
Acknowledging relationship issues and the consequences of dishonesty.
Really wanna leave her but baby she got that fire head
Expressing a desire to leave a relationship but acknowledging passion.
Non fictional ghetto stories ima paint a picture
Committing to telling authentic stories about the ghetto.
Leaving a legacy cause the money you cant take it with you
Focusing on leaving a lasting legacy beyond material wealth.
If i dont make it out the hood at least i made a difference
Expressing determination to make a positive impact despite challenges.
Cause im way too gutta for grammys and all them fake agendas
Rejecting mainstream recognition and fake agendas.
I dont wanna i dont wanna
Repeating the unwillingness to go through specific experiences.
I dont wanna i dont wanna
Continuing the theme of resistance to certain challenges.
I dont wanna
Reiterating the strong refusal to face undesired outcomes.
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