JOUSKA
Jouska Reflections: Navigating Love, Loss, and Self-Discovery
Lyrics
I don't know i don't know where you are where you stay where your coming from
I am uncertain about your location, residence, and origin.
I don't know what to do what I'll loose if you leave me alone
I'm unsure about what actions to take and what I might lose if you abandon me.
I don't know I don't know where you are where you stay where your coming from
Similar to line 1, expressing uncertainty about your whereabouts and origin.
I am loosing control of myself And my mind all the time i don't know what I'm thinking
I feel like I'm losing control of myself and my thoughts consistently.
I am taking a look at the things that I've done in my life all the lies and the simping
Reflecting on past actions, including lies and moments of being overly attentive or submissive.
Try not to think about ya
Attempting to avoid thinking about you.
Try not to call a doctor
Resisting the urge to seek professional help or advice.
We going back and forth again I can't go any longer
Engaged in a repetitive cycle of arguments, expressing exhaustion.
You are a money launder
Metaphorically calling someone a money launderer, suggesting a questionable character.
Imperfect but I'm stronger
Acknowledging imperfections but asserting inner strength.
Ive said a lot of things but never had a good responder
Having made various statements without receiving satisfactory responses.
Ya ya ya ya ya
Repetition for emphasis or rhythm.
Ya ya ya ya ya
-I know I said leave me alone
Requesting to be left alone, possibly due to emotional distress.
Are you coming with me gotta go
Asking if the listener is willing to accompany the speaker, expressing a need to depart.
All of these feelings I cannot condone
Rejecting certain emotions and deciding to move forward.
So Just in the whip and let's go go go
Encouraging immediate action, possibly in a vehicle ("whip").
Baby hop in my whip
Inviting someone to join on a journey, expressing exclusivity in relationships.
I wanna go on a trip
-Want you right here next to me I can't have no other bitch
Desiring the presence of a specific person, rejecting others.
I know It's hard to understand me kinda talk with a lisp
Admitting difficulty in understanding the speaker due to a speech impediment.
You can show me any rapper and I'll give 'em a diss
Claiming the ability to criticize any rapper.
I can never explain my thoughts
Expressing difficulty in articulating thoughts while creating music.
When I'm writing all this music I am feeling real lost
Feeling lost during the creative process of writing music.
I am giving all the credit to my mom and my pops
Attributing success to parents, giving them credit.
I want you close to me
Expressing a desire for closeness with someone special.
I don't really give a shit about the fame and the green
Indicating a lack of concern for fame and wealth.
See my brothers 20 deep you know we sliding in beams
Highlighting strong bonds with a group ("brothers") and a luxurious lifestyle ("sliding in beams").
I will live my dreams
Asserting a commitment to achieving personal dreams.
Manifesting things
Using positive thinking to bring desires into reality.
See it will believe
Believing in something only when seen.
I told my brother I will pray for him to come to the king
Promising prayers for a family member's success and recognition.
I pray my family will see the things that he brings to me
Expressing hope that family will recognize the speaker's achievements.
Try not to think about ya
Repetition of lines 6-7.
Try not to call a doctor
-We going back and forth again I can't go any longer
Repeating the cycle of arguments, feeling unable to endure it any longer.
You are a money launder
Reiteration of the metaphorical accusation of being a money launderer.
Imperfect but I'm stronger
Reaffirming inner strength despite imperfections.
I've said a lot of things but never had a good responder
Repeating the lack of satisfactory responses to various statements.
Ya ya ya ya ya
Repetition for emphasis or rhythm.
Ya ya ya ya ya
-I know I said leave me alone
Reiterating the desire to be left alone, possibly due to emotional distress.
Are you coming with me gotta go
Repeating the urgency to depart and asking for companionship.
All these feelings I cannot condone
Restating the rejection of certain emotions and the decision to move forward.
So just hop in the whip and let's go go go
Encouraging immediate action, possibly in a vehicle ("whip").
I am loosing control of myself and my mind all the time I don't know what I'm thinking
Reiteration of feeling out of control and reflecting on past actions, including lies and excessive admiration.
I am taking a look at the things that I've done in my life all the lies and the simping
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