I'M FUCKING MAD
Heartbreak Chronicles: Betrayal in the Shadows
Lyrics
You were the only person who I felt safe enough to speak up to
You were the only person I trusted enough to confide in
The only person that I fell for but then you withdrew
You were the only person I fell in love with, but then you distanced yourself
And after telling you all the trauma that I've been through
After sharing my trauma with you
You held me tight
You comforted me
Then me let go
Then you let go
The second it hit daylight
As soon as morning came
You got me sitting here wondering what I did wrong
I'm questioning my mistake or if it was your emotional issue
Was I not enough or was it true you had a feeling problem
Wondering if I lacked or if you had problems with feelings
To come in and love me then to leave me just like that
You came in, loved me, then abruptly left
You got me sitting here wondering if you ever gave a crap
I'm wondering if you ever cared
Cause I did
I cared deeply
Oh I did
I really cared
Yea I gave so much
I gave a lot
Oh yes I did
Indeed, I did
Cause I thought that you were in touch
I believed you were emotionally connected
Now this isn't fair
This situation isn't fair
You know it's not
We both know it's unjust
Now I'm sad and kinda mad
Now, I'm sad and angry
At how easily you could just drop my heart
How effortlessly you shattered my heart
How easily you could just tear us apart
How easily you broke our relationship
How easily it's like I meant nothing at all
It feels like I meant nothing to you
How easily was I the only one to fall
How easily I fell while you didn't
I know I said I liked teasing
I enjoyed teasing, but not like this
But this isn't what I meant
This isn't what I intended
How did we go from your hands on my body to just another name in my contacts
How did we go from intimacy to being just a name in my contacts?
You know that wasn't easy for me to just do with anyone
It wasn't easy for me to be intimate, especially casually
I picked you because I thought that you would be the one
I chose you, hoping you'd be special
Now maybe that was an unrealistic expectation
Perhaps my expectations were too high
But I at least thought you wouldn't leave my heart at the station
I didn't expect you to leave me so heartbroken
But you did
But you did, you left
Oh you did
Indeed, you did
Oh I gave so much
I gave a lot
Oh yes I did
Yes, I did
Cause I thought that you were in touch
I believed you were emotionally connected
Now this isn't fair
This situation isn't fair
You know it's not
We both know it's unjust
Now I'm sad and kinda mad
Now, I'm sad and angry
At How easily you could just drop my heart
How effortlessly you shattered my heart
How easily you could just tear us apart
How easily you broke our relationship
How easily it's like I meant nothing at all
It feels like I meant nothing to you
How easily was I the only one to fall
How easily I fell while you didn't
Now I'm fucking mad (Liar)
Now I'm really angry (You're lying)
Yeah I'm fucking mad (Pants on fire)
Yes, I'm really angry (You're lying, denying)
You hurt me that bad (Liar)
You hurt me deeply (You're lying)
How could you do that (Liar pants on fire)
How could you do that? (You're lying, denying)
Yeah I'm fucking mad (Liar)
Yes, I'm really angry (You're lying)
And underneath I'm sad (Pants on fire)
Underneath, I'm sad (You're lying, denying)
You hurt me that bad (Liar)
You hurt me deeply (You're lying)
But I won't tell you that (Liar pants on fire)
But I won't admit it to you (You're lying, denying)
Yeah I'm fucking mad (Liar)
Yes, I'm really angry (You're lying)
What the fuck happened (Pants on fire)
What went wrong? (You're lying, denying)
You were all I had (Liar)
You were everything to me (You're lying)
How could you do that (Liar pants on fire)
How could you do that? (You're lying, denying)
You know what fuck your dad (Liar)
You know what, forget your father's actions (You're lying)
For leaving you like that (Pants on fire)
Blaming your father for leaving you like this (You're lying, denying)
Did he teach you that (Liar)
Did he teach you these hurtful actions? (You're lying)
The thing you did right back (Liar pants on fire)
The things you did were just as hurtful (You're lying, denying)
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