Mishap
Navigating Life's Maze: Youth Fountain's Raw Reflections
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Desperately wondering, am I not all there?
Expressing a sense of insecurity and questioning one's completeness.
When I take a fall just to knock me off my feet again
Experiencing setbacks that repeatedly knock down the person.
Cause lately, I'm so angry and I hide behind the flask
Feeling intense anger and using alcohol as a way to cope or hide emotions.
I could've sworn I'd be in a better place in my life by now
Reflecting on unmet expectations about the current stage in life.
I made a pact, if I could tie up these loose ends
Making a commitment to resolve unresolved issues in life.
I'd forgive and let go of my past (but I can't)
Struggling to forgive and let go of past mistakes or experiences.
At first glance, you'd see I've been damaged like the rest
Acknowledging personal damage and struggles similar to others.
Whether to be so calm, or carry on
Weighing the choice between remaining calm or moving forward.
it wont help me forget this brevity
Expressing difficulty in forgetting painful experiences.
My worthless wants and needs
Acknowledging feelings of worthlessness and unfulfilled desires.
I'm so miserable, self-involved
Admitting to being miserable and overly self-focused.
and I don't know how to escape the in-between
Feeling stuck and unsure how to escape an in-between state of being.
I complicate everything,
Describing a tendency to overcomplicate things in life.
too much agony that I bring
Acknowledging the pain and suffering brought upon oneself.
I lost sight of me, I'm still incomplete
Feeling a loss of identity and a sense of incompleteness.
I know they all agree
Believing that others also recognize the personal struggles.
This is beyond my control
Accepting a lack of control over certain aspects of life.
I've got a long way, a long way to go
Acknowledging a long and challenging journey ahead.
So I'll say, so long cause I never belonged
Expressing a sense of not belonging and bidding farewell.
I thought I was above it all, this is my last call
Admitting a previous sense of superiority and declaring a final attempt.
I don't think I'm gonna make it,
Expressing doubt about overcoming challenges and uncertainties.
and I'm not the first to admit
Recognizing that personal struggles are not unique and others admit similar difficulties.
I've got too much I hold in, am I gonna break or bend?
Questioning one's ability to withstand pressure and uncertainties.
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