Lyrics
We don't gotta do this you can still come back
The speaker suggests the person they're addressing doesn't have to leave permanently.
I know you may never trust me, we can build through that
Despite a lack of trust, there's potential to work through it together.
And I don't want you to take your things, honestly I hope it rains
The speaker doesn't want the person to take their belongings, expressing a desire for bad weather to stall the departure.
Yeah, I'm not looking forward to moving day
The speaker dreads the imminent moving day.
This can still be fixed, but we both gotta want it
Both parties need to desire reconciliation for the relationship to mend.
I don't believe you're done, my decision left me haunted
The speaker feels haunted by the decision made by the other person and doesn't believe they are truly finished.
And I don't want you to take your things, honestly I hope it rains
Reiteration of not wanting the person to take their belongings, expressing a hope for circumstances that could stall their departure.
Yeah, I'm not looking forward to moving day
Reiterating the dread of the impending moving day.
I'm just asking, are you sure you wanna move your stuff
The speaker questions if the person truly wants to move out, indicating it would signify the end of the relationship.
Cause that'll mean it's really over, I don't wanna see you done
Expressing reluctance to see the person leave for good and hopes for reconciliation.
This is not beyond fixing, I know we can patch it up
Belief in the relationship's potential to be fixed with effort.
Working on myself, it'll be better, won't be how it was
The speaker is actively trying to improve themselves for a better future.
I go to therapy every week, there's something wrong with me
Admission of attending therapy, acknowledging personal issues.
I'm only wishing that we would speak, I'm tired of arguing
Wishing for communication instead of continuous arguments.
A lotta anger inside of me, all the fights were tiring
Feeling exhausted from fights and harboring anger.
But I wouldn't do this shit with nobody else beside of me, woah
Despite conflicts, the speaker values the connection they had with the person.
You were my one and my only
The person was the speaker's singular romantic partner.
I pushed you away, now you don't want me
Regret for pushing the person away, leading to their departure.
You threw away the ring like it meant nothing
Upset about the symbolic rejection of commitment (the ring).
Ripped up my pictures, that made you look ugly
Feeling hurt by the person's actions of destroying pictures.
I blame myself for a lot of it, but you need to acknowledge this
Self-blame for contributing to issues in the relationship but wants acknowledgment from the other person.
I develop a pattern, your insecurities polish it
Recognizing a cycle where the other person's insecurities exacerbate problems.
You pushed me away first, and you don't see its astonishing
Highlighting the other person's role in pushing the speaker away, which they find surprising.
I put up with it cause I loved you, but you knew it bothered me
The speaker tolerated things they didn't like because of their love for the person.
We don't gotta do this you can still come back
Repeated expression of the hope for the person's return.
I know you may never trust me, we can build through that
Reiteration of the potential to rebuild trust despite doubts.
And I don't want you to take your things, honestly I hope it rains
Repeated desire for circumstances that could delay the person's departure.
Yeah, I'm not looking forward to moving day
Reiterating the dread of the impending moving day.
This can still be fixed, but we both gotta want it
Both parties need to actively desire to mend the relationship for it to work.
I don't believe you're done, my decision left me haunted
The speaker still holds onto hope and is affected by the decision made.
And I don't want you to take your things, honestly I hope it rains
Reiterated desire for circumstances to stall the departure.
Yeah, I'm not looking forward to moving day
Reiterating the dread of the impending moving day.
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