Lyrics
Take a break from the weather I'm tired of rainy days
Desire for a break from difficult times, tired of enduring challenges.
They tell me things will get better long as I keep the faith
Encouragement to maintain hope despite hardships by holding onto faith.
Open up to my brothers still take my own advice
Struggling to heed one's own advice while confiding in friends.
I do this damage to myself write about it I can't complain
Taking responsibility for self-inflicted harm, acknowledging without complaining.
My homie been praying for me, appreciate it all
Gratitude for a friend's prayers and support during tough times.
I been talking to Him frequently, I'm not without my flaws
Admitting personal imperfections despite regular communication with a higher power.
Haven't had a good relationship, but I'm still trying Lord
Struggling in romantic relationships but persevering and seeking guidance.
I'm asking for the strength to get through these obstacles
Requesting strength to overcome obstacles and challenges.
"The Obstacle is the Way" Ryan Holiday
Reference to the book "The Obstacle is the Way" by Ryan Holiday, advocating for change and risk-taking.
If you ain't read it, pick it up and make a change don't play it safe
Encouraging action and change instead of staying in a safe, unproductive state.
Nothin' good ever came from somebody slackin' off
Emphasizing the importance of hard work and diligence.
Painted red on all my walls the pain never dissolves or fades away
Symbolizing emotional pain that persists and doesn't fade away.
We try to get people to fix us, but the scars remain
Recognition that seeking external help doesn't always erase internal scars.
Harder than you think I try to journal it and burn the page
Struggling to express vulnerability and coping by journaling and releasing emotions.
Don't wanna be vulnerable so many things I need to say
Fear of being open about emotions despite the need to communicate.
Who knew the line between love and hate was such a delicate thing?
Reflecting on the thin line separating love and hate, realizing its fragility.
I tell myself that He's testing my patience
Perceiving life challenges as tests of endurance and patience from a higher power.
Been impatient, exhausted from waiting
Feeling worn out and restless due to prolonged waiting for positive change.
Don't like bad energy animosity, hatred
Disliking negative emotions and conflicts, striving to disconnect from negativity.
Know I'm a sinner unpluggin' me from the Matrix
Acknowledging personal faults and seeking liberation from a deceptive reality.
Simulation, religion there's a reason I'm gifted
Suggesting a deeper reason behind personal talents or abilities.
This ain't conspiracy and I have an interest in livin'
Asserting a genuine interest in life and denying belief in conspiracies.
So don't shoot the messenger, this is me making a difference
Clarifying an intent to make a positive impact despite potential backlash.
Impulsive decision when people show a lack of conviction
Making impulsive choices when others lack conviction or commitment.
I love my girl I hope I never show signs of resentment
Expressing love for a partner while fearing potential resentment in the relationship.
Our relationship feels like a cross between curse and a blessing
Describing a romantic relationship as both a blessing and a curse.
But we been workin' 'cause it's worth it, both needed redemption
Working hard to redeem and improve the relationship despite past struggles.
All we wanted was a love that's epic, Elena and Stefan
Desiring a love akin to an epic tale, referencing fictional characters for comparison.
I'm emotional this wasn't posed to be a sad song
Unexpectedly emotional despite intending for a different tone in the song.
I been through it, but I'm fine, just relax ya'll
Assuring others of personal resilience despite undergoing difficulties.
Life is gonna kick ya ass, get up and be a boss dawg
Encouragement to face life's challenges boldly and assertively.
Every life is precious, don't give up, you ain't a lost cause
A reminder of the value of every life, urging against giving up hope.
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