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Ummmm
Expression of uncertainty or hesitation.
Hey
Greeting or acknowledgment.
Welcome to my world it's looking like a mousetrap
Introducing the speaker's world as challenging, like a mousetrap.
You left me for a girl when it wasn't even like that
Referring to a past situation where the partner left for another girl.
I know that you told me that you didn't really liked it
Acknowledging that the partner didn't enjoy the relationship.
So I told you I was sorry but you kept it in your backpack
Apologizing for the situation, but the partner kept it as a burden.
Other way around when situations get the same
Reflecting on situations where roles are reversed, forgiveness is given.
You do it I forgive you so it feels like I've been hijacked
Feeling emotionally overwhelmed, as if hijacked, when forgiving.
Nine times outta ten you would be fighting on your own
Partner usually fights alone, indicating a lack of reciprocal support.
My love for you was strong that's why I couldn't really fight back
Expressing strong love that hindered the ability to fight back.
But I didn't want you to leave
Not wanting the partner to leave.
I wasn't gon beg you to stay tho
Refusing to beg the partner to stay.
Shame all on my face cus I done told the whole world you was my baby
Feeling shame for publicly declaring the relationship.
And I could've sworn that we would last and I'm not crazy
Believing the relationship would last and asserting sanity.
I know that I'm not crazy
Reiterating sanity despite the breakup.
I know that I'm not crazy
Repetition for emphasis on sanity.
Everybody knew I loved you except you
Others recognized love, but the partner seemed oblivious.
Felt like music to your ears when I tell you
Partner enjoyed hearing about the love but didn't reciprocate.
So I said fuck it dropped a flight just to show you
Investing effort to prove love, even taking a flight for the partner.
I thought that you would get it and it wasn't even like I owed you
Expecting partner to understand the gesture without obligation.
Sometimes I think about your bullshit then I think about your smile
Reflecting on the partner's negative traits and positive aspects.
I wonder was you worth it or was I wasting all my time
Questioning the worth of the relationship and time invested.
I used to call you ugly then you use to say you hate me I would say I hate you too but we Both knew that was a lie
Recalling past conflicts but acknowledging insincere hatred.
And I hated when you cried
Disliking partner's tears but acknowledging the difficulty of care.
Taking care of you was hard
Expressing the challenges of taking care of the partner.
But you know I had to try
Stating commitment to trying hard because of genuine love.
Cus I meant it when I told you I loved hard
Being present despite being mistreated by the partner.
Funny thing is I was there even when your ass did me wrong
Reflecting on providing support even when needed elsewhere.
But when I felt so down I had no shoulders to lean on
Feeling alone when in need, lacking reciprocal support.
Nine times outta ten you'll be fighting by yourself
Partner usually faces challenges alone, no concern for others.
I was too busy bout you I could give no fuck bout no one else
Prioritizing the partner over others, neglecting self.
Cus I didn't want you to leave
Expressing reluctance to beg the partner to stay.
I wasn't gon beg you to stay tho
Refusing to plead for the partner to remain in the relationship.
Shame all on my face cus I done told the whole world you was my baby
Feeling shame for public declarations about the partner.
And I could've sworn that we would last and I'm not crazy
Believing the relationship would endure despite the breakup.
I know that I'm not crazy
Reiterating sanity despite the challenging situation.
We can go our separate ways if you want to
Offering separation if the partner desires.
And we don't need to have a closure if you don't want to
Indicating a lack of necessity for closure if unwanted by the partner.
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