Lyrics
Don't let my heart go cold ahh
Expressing a desire for emotional warmth and connection.
Wrestle with thoughts inside my head pray I don't Swanton Bomb
Struggling with internal thoughts, hoping to avoid negative consequences.
Been in pain analyzing all my scars like what caused them
Reflecting on emotional pain and trying to understand its origins.
Remember days I had to swerve looking over my shoulder
Recalling moments of caution and vigilance in the past.
Never been good at math but knew that it wouldn't add up
Acknowledging a lack of proficiency in mathematics but sensing discrepancies.
Close your eyes and all the things we stressed about won't matter
Encouraging a perspective shift to alleviate stress and worry.
Still need you I can't stand
Expressing dependence on someone and an inability to endure their absence.
We close the top tell them chop it off
Symbolically closing off external influences or negativity.
Boarded windows like were Microsoft
Using boarded windows metaphorically, emphasizing protection from external threats.
Couldn't let them in I was closed out
Experiencing exclusion or isolation from certain situations or people.
Remember Quez what we talked about now we're taking flights across the ocean
Recalling discussions with someone named Quez and the positive outcome of those talks.
A lot of folks want a feature now but it's hard for me to leave a open
Facing challenges in accepting collaboration requests due to personal reasons.
I just need your devotion
Expressing a need for loyalty and commitment from others.
I've been staring at the ceiling
Contemplating life or issues while lying in bed.
They don't really understand the plan yea I understand I get it
Understanding a plan that others may not comprehend.
I've been praying for forgiveness
Seeking forgiveness and expressing remorse for past actions.
I Tell him sorry about a thousand times
Repeatedly apologizing for mistakes.
I don't know about being independent if it makes sense I'll sign the line
Uncertain about pursuing independence, willing to sign a contract if it makes sense.
Bro asked me how I feel
Responding to a friend's inquiry about emotions.
I've been feeling lonely
Feeling a sense of isolation and loneliness.
Lately this been feeling therapeutic I've been talking to him on the beat
Finding therapy and solace in music, communicating through beats.
Oh no no I'm sorry can't rush my timing
Emphasizing the importance of patience and not rushing success.
Oh I pray I don't get blinded by all these diamonds
Fearing the potential negative impact of material success, especially with diamonds.
All of the things that I did
Reflecting on past actions or decisions.
feel like there coming back to get me
Anticipating consequences or karma for past deeds.
Promise I'll face all of my fears
Committing to facing and overcoming fears.
Pray that the lord be with me
Seeking divine guidance and support through prayer.
We've been the real deal
Confirming authenticity and realness in personal achievements.
We made it here
Celebrating reaching a significant point in life.
We had no uncle Phil
Referencing the absence of a father figure (Uncle Phil) in upbringing.
I've just been patiently waiting
Experiencing a period of waiting and anticipation.
I lost my Papa today
Mourning the loss of a grandfather (Papa).
To heaven I know that he made it
Expressing belief in the deceased's ascension to heaven.
I get that Gaup ok
Acknowledging material success but emphasizing other priorities.
but that's not the thing that I'm chasing
Not solely pursuing material wealth, highlighting deeper aspirations.
Don't want to see through a fake lens
Avoiding deception or falsehoods, desiring authenticity.
I know it looks amazing
Recognizing the allure of success but acknowledging its illusory nature.
That's just the way it is
Accepting the reality of life as it is.
I'm just speaking my mind ohhh
Speaking one's mind and expressing personal thoughts and feelings.
I can't waste no time no nahh
Emphasizing the importance of not wasting time.
I don't even know if I want what I prayed for
Expressing uncertainty about desired goals and aspirations.
Feeling like I'm getting hit on all angles
Feeling overwhelmed or attacked from various directions in life.
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