Lyrics
I see too many people I don't wanna be around right now
I feel uncomfortable around many people at the moment.
And I hate all of my friends, hope none of them find out
I dislike my friends and hope they don't discover this.
I don't feel like myself no more
I don't recognize myself anymore.
Every time that I walk out my door
Leaving home reminds me of why I prefer staying indoors.
I remember why I don't ever leave my house
I have a tendency to avoid leaving my house.
Stay in my room every day man
I spend most of my time in my room.
No bitch I don't wanna make plans
I'm not interested in making plans with anyone.
Been like two months, ain't seen no sunlight
I haven't seen sunlight for about two months.
Need me a motherfuckin' spray tan
I need a spray tan to feel better about myself.
So please have fun at the after party
I'd rather not attend the after party; let others enjoy.
I don't feel like talking to nobody
I'm not in the mood to engage in conversations.
Next time I swear, man, I'm so sorry
I apologize in advance if I act differently next time.
I'm just going insane tryna feel my heartbeat
I feel overwhelmed and desperate to connect with myself.
My eyes are glued to the ceiling again
I'm lost in my thoughts, staring at the ceiling.
I miss my hometown
I miss my hometown.
Moved to LA with all my friends but I'm alone now
Despite being in LA with friends, I feel alone.
I miss the feeling of putting my phone down
I miss the simplicity of disconnecting from my phone.
Can't stop pushing these buttons baby
I can't resist the urge to press buttons, seeking stimulation.
I just wanna feel something like
I crave genuine emotional experiences.
I'm having trouble being honest
I struggle to be truthful because of the constant chatter around me.
Cause everyone round me just keeps talking
People around me talk too much, making it hard for me to be honest.
I ran out of money in my wallet
I've run out of money, prompting a return home.
So I'm going home
I'm going back home.
Man I thought that this was all I wanted
I thought I wanted this lifestyle, but now I'm uncertain.
But these bitches 'round me won't stop talking
People around me won't stop talking, affecting my peace.
They just go on and on and on
The constant chatter is overwhelming and never-ending.
I just wanna go home
I just want to escape and return home.
Go home
Reiteration of the desire to go home.
My eyes are glued to the ceiling again
Revisiting the feeling of being lost in thought, staring at the ceiling.
I miss my hometown
Expressing the nostalgia for the hometown.
I thought I had so many friends
Realization that the number of friends has diminished since moving.
I guess I don't now
I don't feel surrounded by friends anymore.
I miss the feeling of putting my phone down
I miss the simplicity of disconnecting from my phone.
Can't stop pushing these buttons
Continued struggle with the urge to press buttons for stimulation.
Why is it so hard to feel something
Expressing the difficulty in feeling genuine emotions.
In my room every day man?
Reiteration of spending every day in the room.
This goddamn town is a wasteland
Describing the current town as a bleak and desolate place.
Fucked up my life tryna be just like you
Regretting life choices influenced by others.
Now I ain't even tryna shake hands
I don't want to emulate others and have messed up my life in doing so.
And I lost all my friends, they don't ever call me
I've lost touch with my friends, possibly due to my own actions.
But I don't call them so maybe it's on me
I haven't reached out to my friends either, acknowledging a shared responsibility.
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