Lyrics
So are we gonna pretend
Questioning the act of pretending
That we were never gonna end
Reflecting on the potential denial of an inevitable end
Tryna hide from the past, but you still wanna be friends
Attempting to avoid the past while maintaining a friendship
And now I wanna run away, I never wanted to be with you
Expressing a desire to escape the current relationship
And now I'm chasing all the things wherewith us I could never do
Regret over missed opportunities and unfulfilled aspirations
Cause I've been searching for somebody want somebody to love
Expressing a search for genuine love and connection
Cause I've been holding onto things that I know aren't enough
Acknowledging the holding on to things that do not bring fulfillment
You got me spinning, feeling like I'm on a wheel
Feeling emotionally unsettled and trapped in a cycle
You got me loving, wondering if life was ever real
Questioning the authenticity of life experiences
So are we gonna pretend
Reiteration of the theme of pretending
That we were never gonna end
Repeating the contemplation of an everlasting connection
Tryna hide from the past, but you still wanna be friends
Balancing the desire to move on with the wish to remain friends
I don't know what to feel anymore, anymore
Expressing confusion and emotional uncertainty
I don't know what to feel anymore, anymore
Repeating the sentiment of not knowing what to feel
Cause I've been searching for somebody want somebody to love
Reiteration of the search for genuine love and connection
Cause I've been holding onto things that I know aren't enough
Acknowledging the futile holding onto insufficient elements
You got me spinning, feeling like I'm on a wheel
Feeling trapped and disoriented, akin to being on a wheel
You got me loving, wondering if life was ever real
Questioning the authenticity of life experiences, particularly love
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