Drinking Again
A Whiskey-Fueled Odyssey: Navigating Regret and Redemption
Lyrics
Late night take a trip down to the local bar
Late night visit to a local bar
A glass of whiskey on the rocks just to start
Starting with a glass of whiskey on the rocks
A few drinks later someone hands me a shot
Received a shot from someone after a few drinks
Next thing I remember was paying and heading for the door
Memory gap, paid and left for another bar
Another bar and a couple glasses more
Continued drinking with a couple more glasses
Can't even stand and now my visions a blur
Intoxication reaches a point where vision blurs
My friend arrives to pick us up in his car
Friend arrives to drive, but unable to explain what happened
I cant tell him what happened no I can't seem to recall
Difficulty recalling the events to the friend
Come home past 12 from the whiskey that I was drinking
Returning home after midnight from drinking whiskey
Wake up round 2 P.M. from a bad dream fuck was I thinking
Waking up at 2 P.M. with regret over a bad dream
Hospital bracelet on my wrist my hand still shaking
Finding a hospital bracelet, hands still shaking
Check the pictures in my phone shit I almost didn't make it
Discovering risky pictures on the phone, realizing the severity
Room still spinnin as I sit up in my bed
Room spinning, experiencing the aftermath in bed
It's hard admitting to the pain that I forget
Difficult to admit to the pain and consequences
It's not enough for me to say that I regret
Expressing that regret alone is not sufficient
Cause in a different time and place I could've ended up dead
Recognizing the possibility of a fatal outcome in a different circumstance
One drink in and I'm feeling fine
Feeling fine after the first drink
Two drinks in start of a good time
Positive start after two drinks
Down a few more now its three four five
Continuing to drink, reaching five drinks
And now its six going on seven an eighth on my mind
Counting up to eight, with the next on the mind
A few minutes pass and its drink number nine
Claiming to be alright after the ninth drink
Ten and eleven down I claim I'm alright
Consuming ten and eleven drinks
Try to get up and take a walk outside
Attempting to walk outside, but succumbing to intoxication
But I've got a date with the floor and gravity's my only ride
Falling to the floor, gravity taking control
Next thing I know I had a bucket by my side
Finding a bucket nearby, indicating nausea
Giving back my dinner to the garbage by the light
Vomiting, disposing of dinner by the light
Cashin checks that my body didn't write
Realizing financial consequences of excessive drinking
Cause I had a few too many now I pay for my crimes
Paying for the mistakes made under the influence
I'm crying out just screaming I wanna die
Expressing a desire to die, overwhelmed by the situation
As I lay there wasting away with my friends all terrified
Lying there, friends terrified, experiencing the gravity of the situation
I hear the sirens and I know thats my time
Hearing sirens, realizing the seriousness of the situation
So when I wake up in the morning thank the lord I'm still alive
Gratitude for waking up alive in the morning
Comment