Misfit
Navigating the Shadows: Zander Reese's Misfit Chronicles
Lyrics
I lost my mind today
I experienced a mental breakdown today.
Please don't ask me how
Kindly refrain from asking me to elaborate on it.
It's not a good story
The events leading to my mental state are not positive.
I'm certainly not proud
I am not proud of my current situation.
It'd be another eulogy
If I were to express myself further, it would be like delivering another funeral speech.
For all the things that I've already seen
I have witnessed a lot of things in my life.
I owe myself apologies
I need to apologize to myself for my actions.
For all the shit that I've said to me
I regret the negative things I have said to myself.
I hate the way I'm seeing myself
I dislike the way I perceive myself.
But at the same time I'm like everybody else
Simultaneously, I recognize that I share commonalities with others.
I try so hard to make myself different
I put in a significant effort to distinguish myself.
But I'm so scared I'm becoming a misfit
However, I fear that I am transforming into someone who doesn't fit in.
I lost my heart today
I experienced a deep emotional loss today.
And I won't tell you how
I choose not to disclose the details of this loss.
It's somewhere out there beating between then and now
My heart is somewhere in the past, existing between then and now.
I don't wanna be here anymore
I desire to escape my current reality.
But when I try it slams me back through the door
Yet, every attempt to leave is met with resistance.
And when it gets dark and I lose my course
In moments of darkness and confusion, I navigate using a metaphorical torch.
I'll just guide myself with this wire torch
Guiding myself through challenging times.
I hate the way I'm seeing myself
I am discontent with my self-perception.
But at the same time I'm like everybody else
However, I acknowledge my similarities to others.
I try so hard to make myself different
Despite my efforts to be unique, I am afraid of deviating and becoming a misfit.
But I'm so scared I'm becoming a misfit
The fear of being an outsider is looming.
A misfit
Reiteration: I am becoming a misfit.
A misfit
Repetition: I am a misfit.
I hate the way I'm seeing myself
I am dissatisfied with how I perceive myself.
But at the same time I'm like everybody else
Yet, I recognize commonalities with others.
I try so hard to make myself different
I work hard to establish my uniqueness.
But I'm so scared I'm becoming a misfit
Despite my efforts, the fear of being an outsider persists.
A misfit
Reiteration: I am a misfit.
A misfit
Repetition: I am a misfit.
A misfit
-Becoming a misfit
The process of becoming an outsider is ongoing and troubling.
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