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Walk in the night of December
Reflecting on a December night
Cross the light through the dark
Navigating through darkness towards light
I keep all the scraps of paper
Preserving memories with scraps of paper
In my hands, in my hands
Clutching onto fragments in hands
Day by the day getting older
Aging with each passing day
I can make a sound, can make a sound
Being silent, unable to make a sound
It's felt like I was back in September
Feeling reminiscent of September
When I hold your hand
Nostalgia when holding hands
But from now on
Transitioning to a new perspective
I will admit my ignorance, as you close your eyes
Accepting ignorance while observing closure
And sleep in the dark
Sleeping in the dark with closed eyes
And I can't mending what I was broken
Inability to mend what was broken
Bleeding you down, hope you will find
Bleeding emotionally, hoping for recovery
Cause maybe I can't loving myself now
Struggling to love oneself
Wrong side to lie, set you free now
Lying on the wrong side, releasing someone
Vindicated to all of your mind
Feeling justified in the eyes of others
I'm breaking you down
Breaking down emotionally
Sorry to tell
Expressing regret and sorrow
Climb up the wall just to find out
Climbing to discover hiding places
Where you can hide, where you can hide
Searching for a refuge
Watching the night and the sky
Observing the night and the sky
They tell me your smile, all of your smile
Noticing a smile, possibly remembered
It's felt like I can love you for longer
Longing to love for an extended period
But not makes me right, not makes me right
Realizing the lack of righteousness
I will admit my ignorance,
Reiterating acceptance of ignorance
As you close your eyes and sleep in the dark
Repeated imagery of closing eyes and sleeping
And I can't mending what I was broken
Continued inability to mend past wounds
Bleeding you down, hope you will find
Continuing emotional pain, with hopes for healing
Cause maybe I can't lovin myself now
Struggling with self-love
Wrong side to lie, and set you free now
Releasing someone and choosing the wrong path
Vindicated to all of your mind
Feeling justified in the eyes of others, yet breaking down
I'm breaking you down, sorry to tell
Repeating the expression of regret and sorrow
I will admit my ignorance
Reiterating acceptance of ignorance
As you close your eyes and sleep in the dark
Repeating the imagery of closing eyes and sleeping
And I can't mending what I was broken
Continued inability to mend past wounds
Bleeding you down, hope you will find
Repeating emotional pain, with hopes for healing
Cause maybe I can't lovin myself now
Struggling with self-love, mirroring previous verses
Wrong side to lie, I set you free now
Choosing the wrong path and releasing someone
Vindicated to all of your mind
Feeling justified in the eyes of others, yet breaking down
I'm breaking you down
Repeating the expression of regret and sorrow
Sorry to tell
Final expression of remorse and apology
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