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I don't think you'll get it
I doubt you will understand
I don't even think i do
I am unsure if I comprehend it myself
It's a different kind of grieving
Expressing a unique form of sorrow
One i don't think i'll get used to
A grieving process that feels unfamiliar
I never met her in the first place
I never really knew her initially
And i still have to say goodbye
Despite that, I must bid farewell
Coz she doesn't live in my head like she does for you
She doesn't occupy my thoughts like she does for you
And nobody can tell me why
No one can explain the reason
Soon i'll run out of things to write about
Soon, I'll exhaust my writing topics
And maybe you'll get bored
You might become disinterested
It's probably something you've never had to think about
Something you've likely never pondered
And you'll laugh at me for
You may mock me for
So will you give me my medicine?
Requesting emotional solace
Will you tell me to sleep it off?
Asking to be advised to sleep away the pain
Will you say i'll get better soon?
Hoping for reassurance of improvement
Will you tell me it'll all wear off?
Assurance that it will eventually fade
Don't lie to me
Don't deceive me
Just answer me
Just respond truthfully
Answer me
Urge for an answer
Won't you answer me?
Desire for a response
Answer me
Repeated plea for an answer
Coz if love is what saved you
If love saved you
What is there for me?
What does that leave for me?
And if love is what made you want to grow old
If love motivated aging
Then what is there for me?
What purpose is there for me?
If you say there's nothing left to live for now that she's gone
If life seems empty without her
How's that meant to make me feel?
How am I supposed to feel?
Coz if love is who everyone says she is
If love is perceived as universally understood
I don't think i know her at all
I doubt my knowledge of it
Oh, please don't lie to me anymore
Please refrain from further deception
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