Lyrics
What am i spending my days doing?
Expressing uncertainty and reflection on the use of time.
I feel like i'm rotting my brain
Feeling that engaging in certain activities is detrimental to mental well-being.
And it does not feel good
Emphasizing the discomfort associated with current actions or lifestyle.
I think i'm stuck in a loop
Sense of being trapped or repeating unfulfilling patterns.
What will i do with my life?
Pondering the purpose or direction of one's life.
I don't know if there's anything that i really like
Uncertainty about personal interests and passions.
And it does not feel good
Reiterating the discomfort associated with the current situation.
Oh it's all building up again
Feeling overwhelmed by accumulating challenges or emotions.
Oh i don't know
Expressing confusion and indecision.
Would you just leave me alone
Desire for solitude and a break from external pressures.
Coz i still don't know anything
Acknowledging a lack of knowledge or understanding.
So you should just go
Suggesting separation as a response to personal uncertainties.
I keep meaning to call
Expressing an intention to communicate but facing internal resistance.
To let you know how i'm doing and all
The struggle to share personal updates due to fear of disappointment.
But i just can't face the disappointment
Avoidance of communication to evade potential letdowns.
So i'll put it off and maybe you'll notice
Delaying communication in the hope that the delay will be noticed.
I've been swallowing stones
Metaphorical reference to internal struggles and emotional burden.
And now they're filling up the back of my throat
Physical manifestations of emotional stress and anxiety.
And forming knots up in my stomach
Highlighting the tangible impact of emotional turmoil.
How much longer 'till i throw up?
Expressing a desire to release emotional distress.
I don't know
Repeated uncertainty and lack of answers.
I don't know
-I don't know
-I don't know
-I don't know
-When is it my turn for me to feel like
Yearning for a sense of control and stability in life.
I've got everything under control?
Frustration with the repetition of unproductive cycles.
Coz going in circles is making my feet hurt
Expressing impatience with life's challenges and struggles.
And i don't have the patience for it all
Impatience and frustration with the difficulties faced.
Why isn't it easy, why is nothing helping?
Questioning the lack of ease and effective solutions in life.
Nothing ever makes me feel whole
Feeling incomplete despite external efforts.
Don't you tell me that it will get better
Rejecting optimistic statements about the future.
I don't wanna hear it
Refusing to entertain hopeful messages in the current state.
Coz right now it's tearing at my soul
Expressing deep emotional pain in the present moment.
And it's all building up again
Reiteration of the overwhelming emotional burden.
I don't know the answers
Admitting a lack of answers and understanding.
Just leave me alone coz i don't know
Reiteration of the desire for solitude due to confusion.
Anything, anything at all
Emphasizing a lack of knowledge or understanding in various aspects.
I still don't know what it all means
Expressing continued uncertainty about the meaning of life.
Leave me alone
Reiterating the desire for isolation in the face of confusion.
Coz i don't know anything, anything at all
Emphasizing the lack of knowledge or understanding.
No i don't know
Repeated acknowledgment of not knowing.
Why did you leave me alone?
Expressing frustration with being left alone.
I'm sick of fighting on my own
Weary of facing challenges independently.
Coz i don't know
Repeating the admission of not knowing.
No, i still don't know
Continued acknowledgment of personal uncertainty.
Why won't you pick up the phone?
Desire for external support and connection.
Why won't you tell me you already know
Seeking understanding and acknowledgment from others.
That i don't know
Reiteration of personal uncertainty and lack of knowledge.
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