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Mind Games in the City: 1000 Beasts Unravel the Struggle
Lyrics
I don't know why I keep losing my mind, over the same things, keep talking the same shit.
I am uncertain about the reasons for repeatedly losing my composure and getting upset over familiar issues, expressing the same frustrations.
Brand new me same kind of bullshit, cut my hair I look so fly
Despite trying to adopt a new persona, I find myself stuck in the same problematic patterns, and although I've changed my appearance by cutting my hair, it hasn't altered the underlying issues.
(So fly)
Emphasizing the positive change in appearance, feeling confident and stylish.
But still the same shit, same shit.
Despite the external changes, the internal struggles persist, and I find myself dealing with the same issues.
(Same shit, same shit)
Reiteration of facing the same problems and challenges repeatedly.
I don't know why I keep losing track of myself, myself.
I'm unsure why I consistently lose touch with my true self.
I don't know why I keep losing my mind over the same things over and over again.
Expressing frustration about repeatedly losing emotional stability over the same issues.
But I don't think it is
Expressing doubt about the possibility of change or improvement.
(Too late, too late)
Acknowledging that it might be too late for positive change.
I think it's too late.
Confirming the belief that the opportunity for change has passed.
You don't want me anymore, you don't want me at your door.
Realization that the person no longer desires a relationship, feeling rejected and unwanted.
(You don't want me at your door)
Reinforcing the rejection and the sense of not being welcome.
Anymore.
Affirming the end of the relationship, emphasizing the feeling of being unwanted.
I don't know why I keep losing my mind,
Reiterating the confusion and frustration over recurring emotional struggles.
Over the same things, over and over,
Expressing the cyclical nature of emotional distress over the same issues.
Over the same things.
Emphasizing the repetitive nature of the challenges faced.
I don't know where to
Feeling lost and unsure about the direction to take in life.
I don't know where to go
Expressing a lack of clarity about where to go or what decision to make.
I don't know
Repetition of uncertainty about the next steps in life.
I don't know where to go
Reiteration of the lack of knowledge about the right path to take.
(Too late, too late)
Repeating the notion that it might be too late for positive change or resolution.
You don't want me at your door, you don't want me at your door.
Reiterating the sense of being unwanted at the person's door, emphasizing the rejection.
Could I see someone for this, can I call you up for this?
Expressing a desire to seek help or talk to someone about the emotional struggles.
(Too late, too late)
Repeating the idea that it might be too late to seek assistance or resolution.
Could I see someone for this, can I call you up for this?
Expressing the wish to reach out for support or understanding.
(You don't want me at your door)
Reiteration of the feeling of being unwanted at the person's door, suggesting a sense of isolation and rejection.
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