Ghost Girl
Haunted Reflections: Navigating Emptiness in Madison Grace's Ghost Girl
Lyrics
I'm haunted by the memories that I don't want
I am tormented by memories that I wish to forget.
Every now and then I can get real distraught
Occasionally, I become deeply upset or agitated.
If Happiness means I have to take a pill
If finding happiness requires taking medication,
If it'll keep me alive
I am willing to do so to stay alive.
Then fuck it I will
Expressing determination to endure hardships for survival.
I stopped playing music couldn't fill the void
I gave up playing music as it couldn't fill the emptiness.
Even in silence there was too much noise
Even in silence, there was too much internal turmoil.
My head is full of voices telling me
My mind is filled with conflicting thoughts urging self-denial.
Deny yourself basic human needs
An internal struggle to neglect basic human needs.
I feel like a ghost
I feel disconnected, like a ghost.
Just floating through the motions
Navigating life without genuine engagement or emotions.
Living my life with a lack of emotions
Living with a lack of emotional depth.
Am I supposed
Questioning if I am expected to feel like a burden.
To feel like a burden
Perceiving myself as burdensome despite recent emptiness.
When all I've been lately is a shell of a person
Reflecting on being a mere shell of my former self.
I'm a ghost
Reiterating the feeling of being like a ghost.
I feel like a ghost
Emphasizing the persistent sense of disconnection.
I tried to love him but I ran away
I attempted to love someone but withdrew from the relationship.
Now I'm just reciting dumb cliches
Now, I find myself repeating cliches as explanations.
It's not you, babe, I promise it's me
Assuring it's not the other person's fault, but my own.
I'm way to numb to give you what you need
Feeling emotionally numb, unable to provide what is needed.
I feel like a ghost
Reiterating the sensation of being like a ghost.
Just floating through the motions
Navigating life without genuine engagement or emotions (repeated).
Living my life with a lack of emotions
Living with a lack of emotional depth (repeated).
Am I supposed
Questioning if I am expected to feel like a burden (repeated).
To feel like a burden
Perceiving myself as burdensome despite recent emptiness (repeated).
When all I've been lately is a shell of a person
Reflecting on being a mere shell of my former self (repeated).
I'm a ghost
Reiterating the feeling of being like a ghost (repeated).
I feel like a ghost
Emphasizing the persistent sense of disconnection (repeated).
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