Fauxtographic Memory
Fauxtographic Memory: Battling Illusions Within
Lyrics
There are things that I'm dying to tell you
Expressing a strong desire to communicate something important.
About things that are killing me to say
Referring to difficult truths that are emotionally challenging to vocalize.
I know that I don't want to lose you
Acknowledging the fear of losing a significant person.
But we both know I'll push you away
Acknowledging a tendency to push people away despite the desire to keep them.
Fauxtographic memory, a mind that's still developing
Describing a memory that is not genuine, possibly distorted or fabricated.
I turn my back on all I see cause everything feels make believe
Turning away from reality because everything feels unreal.
You tried to stay, I made you leave and made the world give up on me
Acknowledging pushing someone away, leading to feeling abandoned by the world.
I can't accept reality cause everything feels make believe
Struggling to accept reality due to a pervasive sense of unreality.
I keep swallowing the hell so you don't stomach it
Enduring personal suffering to spare someone else from experiencing it.
From what it's like to be around someone that lives like this
Living a challenging lifestyle and the impact it has on interpersonal relationships.
I keep losing sleep in beds still made from soaking sheets
Suffering and losing sleep over past experiences, possibly traumatic.
And I'm still haunted by the ghosts of people still breathing
Haunted by the memories of people who are still alive but have left a lasting impact.
I already hate the words, they're not a thing we even share
Expressing a dislike for certain words that are not shared between the speaker and the listener.
Stop looking for a metaphor, it isn't there
Rejecting the search for deeper meanings or metaphors that aren't present.
Fauxtographic memory, a mind that's still developing
Reiteration of a distorted or fabricated memory.
I turn my back on all I see cause everything feels make believe
Continuing to turn away from reality due to a pervasive sense of unreality.
You tried to stay, I made you leave and made the world give up on me
Reflecting on pushing someone away, leading to feeling abandoned by the world.
I can't accept reality cause everything feels make believe
Struggling to accept reality due to a pervasive sense of unreality.
You're wasting away
Highlighting a sense of deterioration or decline.
You'll have to learn to love within
Encouraging self-love within, despite external challenges.
You'll have to learn to live without
Emphasizing the need to adapt to living without certain things or people.
You're wasting away
Repetition of the theme of deterioration or decline.
You'll have to learn to love within
Encouraging self-love within, despite external challenges.
You'll have to learn to live without
Emphasizing the need to adapt to living without certain things or people.
You're wasting away
Repetition of the theme of deterioration or decline.
Fauxtographic memory, a mind that's still developing
Reiteration of a distorted or fabricated memory.
I turn my back on all I see cause everything feels make believe
Continuing to turn away from reality due to a pervasive sense of unreality.
You tried to stay, I made you leave and made the world give up on me
Reflecting on pushing someone away, leading to feeling abandoned by the world.
I can't accept reality cause everything feels make believe
Struggling to accept reality due to a pervasive sense of unreality.
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