Lyrics
I don't want to go outside
I prefer staying indoors.
Cause that's where you at
Avoiding a person who causes distress.
And I can't be nowhere near you
Distance is necessary from the mentioned person.
Feel me looking over my shoulder
Feeling watched and uneasy.
Hearts getting colder
Emotions becoming colder and more distant.
Staring all night in the rear view
Reflecting on past events, possibly with regret.
Running running running my mind
Constant mental activity, possibly anxiety.
These people these crimes
Reference to people and crimes causing stress.
These things that they say it's the same old shit
Expressing frustration about repetitive negativity.
Fighting with my brain every night
Battling internal struggles regularly.
Just want it to die
Wishing for an end to the mental pain.
Shit just think for a second put your brain on this
Encouraging introspection and contemplation.
I ain't left the crib in weeks
Isolation and withdrawal from the outside world.
Sleeping all day and I barely even eat
Struggling with basic self-care.
And my mind always busy it's the devil's enemy
Busy mind, possibly with negative thoughts.
But when my mind starts to fail me it's the devil's remedy
Finding relief in self-destructive behavior.
Yeah I get high I get high
Using substances to cope.
Until my ass can barely breathe
Excessive substance use affecting breathing.
Till my ass can barely see
Impaired vision due to substance use.
Surfing on my misery
Finding solace in misery.
Earth don't feel like home to me
Feeling out of place in the world.
Pull up on God he know it's me
Seeking recognition or connection with a higher power.
Feel like on God I might OD on stress and anxiety
Expressing the overwhelming impact of stress and anxiety.
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I woke up percolated
Starting the day with energy and intensity.
I had nightmares about some shit
Nightmares causing emotional pain.
And that shit hurted baby
The emotional impact of disturbing dreams.
I know I'm unpredictable I make me nervous lately
Self-awareness of unpredictable behavior causing anxiety.
Devil on my shoulder he sitting on the surface baby
The influence of negative thoughts and temptations.
So let me tell ya
Introducing a revelation or realization.
I don't want to go outside
Reiteration of the desire to avoid the outside world.
Cause that's where you at
Avoiding a person who causes distress.
And I can't be nowhere near you
Emphasizing the need for distance from the mentioned person.
Feel me looking over my shoulder
Feeling watched and uneasy.
Hearts getting colder
Emotions becoming colder and more distant.
Staring all night in the rear view
Reflecting on past events, possibly with regret.
Running running running my mind
Constant mental activity, possibly anxiety.
These people these crimes
Reference to people and crimes causing stress.
These things that they say it's the same old shit
Expressing frustration about repetitive negativity.
Fighting with my brain every night
Battling internal struggles regularly.
Just want it to die
Wishing for an end to the mental pain.
Shit just think for a second put your brain on this
Encouraging introspection and contemplation.
I ain't left the crib in weeks
Isolation and withdrawal from the outside world.
Sleeping all day and I barely even eat
Struggling with basic self-care.
And my mind always busy it's the devil's enemy
Busy mind, possibly with negative thoughts.
But when my mind starts to fail me it's the devil's remedy
Finding relief in self-destructive behavior.
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