Cracked
Embracing Vulnerability: The Journey of Inner Turmoil
Lyrics
I'm gonna crack one day
I anticipate reaching a breaking point in the future.
I'll just leave and go my way
I will depart and follow my own path.
They might say i quit
Others may claim I gave up.
ask me if i give a shit
I don't care if people ask if I'm bothered.
I'll put it out and place one bet
I'll express my feelings and take a risk.
the day i crack i won't regret
Even when I crack, I won't feel remorse.
I know it's time to be a man
Recognizing it's time to mature and face challenges.
and deal with things the best i can
Dealing with life's difficulties to the best of my ability.
In fact i'm only seeing red
Experiencing intense anger or frustration.
everytime i turn my head
Constantly facing aggravating situations.
empty vessels staring back
Encountering emptiness or lack of fulfillment.
life is getting to me lately
Life is becoming overwhelming recently.
as you can clearly see
Expressing visible distress.
and i don't think i stand a chance
Doubting my chances of success or improvement.
There's no place i can go
Feeling trapped with no escape.
to leave this behind
Unable to leave problems behind.
this fucked up world
Viewing the world as troubled and dysfunctional.
is all there is on my mind
Constantly preoccupied with negative thoughts.
this i how it had to be
Accepting the inevitability of the current situation.
something's canged
Sensing a significant internal change.
inside of me
Acknowledging a transformation within myself.
I always want to run and hide
Feeling a persistent desire to escape and avoid.
dig a hole and crawl inside
Wishing to retreat and isolate from the world.
it's not that i'm feeling blue
Clarifying that it's not simply feeling sad.
i'm sure you got your problems too
Recognizing that others have their own struggles.
I'm not a jerk i'm not a dick
Asserting that I'm not intentionally unkind.
maybe just a little sick
Admitting to being slightly unwell.
one of these days i'm gonna snap
Anticipating a future breaking point or breakdown.
then you'll know that i'm cracked
Indicating that when I crack, it will be evident.
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