Better Off Without You
Breaking Free: Battling Demons and Dependencies
Lyrics
You got it all wrong
You have misunderstood the situation
You think I'm indestructible
You believe I'm invulnerable
But I can tell you right now
I can assert right now
With losing my mind, I'm losing my money
As I lose my sanity, I'm also losing my wealth
And I'm feeling sick
I feel unwell
But I think I'm getting used to it
Adapting to this feeling of sickness
And I've been taking trips
I've been escaping reality
Out of my head and out of my body
Trying to disconnect from my thoughts and physical self
Losing myself and loving no one
Losing my identity and avoiding love
And I'd like to say, I'm better off without you
I wish to declare that I'm better off without you
But I can't, no way, you won't believe me
Unfortunately, I can't convince you, and you won't believe me
At nights, I drift like a bottle in the ocean
Nights are lonely, like a drifting bottle in the ocean
'My Citalopram' will pull me through
Dependence on 'My Citalopram' (presumably a medication) to endure
Well, I know it's all wrong
I acknowledge it's incorrect
Just a, weak minded individual
Describing oneself as mentally fragile
But I can tell you right now
Confidently stating the contrary
I know I ain't weak, I aim to get better
Despite my strength, I aim for improvement
But I must admit that I fear I can't get over it
Admitting difficulty in overcoming a challenge
But time only will tell
Time will reveal the truth
I barely feel sad, I rarely feel happy
Emotional numbness, rare happiness, and sadness
Pop those pills and settle down
Using medication to cope
And I'd like to say, I'm better off without you
Expressing the desire to be better off without you
But I can't, no way, you won't believe me
But facing the difficulty of convincing you
At nights, I drift like a bottle in the ocean
Nights are still lonesome, like a drifting bottle in the ocean
'My Citalopram' will pull me though
Dependency on 'My Citalopram' for support
I can't stop smoking and drinking with the mess I'm in
Struggling with vices due to the current situation
I need something stronger than your medicine
Seeking something stronger than conventional solutions
I know it's not healthy but I just can't quit
Acknowledging the unhealthy coping mechanisms
I can't win
Feeling trapped and unable to succeed
I'd like to say, I'm better off without you
Expressing the desire to be better off without you
But I can't, no way, you won't believe me
But struggling to convince you
At nights, I drift like a bottle in the ocean
Nights remain challenging, like a drifting bottle in the ocean
'My Citalopram' will pull me though
Reliance on 'My Citalopram' for strength
I can't stop smoking and drinking with the mess I'm in
Continued struggle with vices due to the situation
I need something stronger than your medicine
Seeking something more potent than conventional remedies
I know it's not healthy but I just can't quit
Acknowledging the unhealthy nature of the coping mechanisms
I can't win
Feeling defeated and unable to achieve victory
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