Lyrics
I been taking too many pills It’s out of my control
I have been taking too many pills, and it feels beyond my ability to control.
Ion know what’s real Think I saw a ghost
I don't know what is real anymore; I might have seen a ghost.
Help me crack this seal And meet me on the moon
Assistance is needed to break open this seal, and the suggestion is to meet on the moon.
Yeah I’m Always gettin’ fucked up Go head put your cup up
Despite that, I continue to get intoxicated. The invitation is to raise a cup.
I’m getting Tired of the people saying’ quit but I can’t
I'm growing tired of people advising me to quit, but I find it difficult.
When a year ago, ain’t nobody even know my name
A year ago, nobody knew my name, and now I am being discussed. Possibly a reference to newfound fame.
But Talking bout this purple put some money in my bank Getting high inside a range from the money that I made yea
Talking about using purple (possibly a drug reference) has brought money into my account. I get high in an expensive car funded by my earnings.
Worried bout me I’ll be ok
Despite concerns about me, I reassure others that I'll be okay.
I could die at any second doing anything
There is a recognition of the fragility of life, acknowledging the possibility of death at any moment.
I could wreck this new wraith off the cocaine Or catch a stray either way it’s the same thing..
The speaker contemplates reckless actions with potential consequences, reflecting a sense of indifference towards life.
I dream about you ugh
The speaker dreams about someone, expressing a longing or desire.
That’s all that I can do ugh But it’s all thanks to you
Dreaming is the only thing the speaker can do, and there's gratitude expressed to someone for it, possibly for inspiration or support.
For all of my substance abuse
The speaker attributes their substance abuse to this person, suggesting a complex relationship.
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2018 I jus played it safe
In 2018, the speaker played it safe, but now there's a careless attitude.
Nowadays I don’t give fuck I could die today
The speaker is indifferent about life, stating they could die today.
Codeine like it’s water I ain’t proud to say it numb the pain Devil on my shoulder trynna talk, but I can’t feel my face ugh
Admitting to using codeine like water, acknowledging it's not something to be proud of, and feeling numb to pain.
And Paranoia got me in the club wit my gun tucked Anxiety try to get me on the phone, I don’t pick up
Paranoia and anxiety are present, leading to protective measures (having a gun) and avoiding calls.
So much going on inside my head, that’s why I get drugs Pour it then I mix up
There's a lot happening internally (inside the head), prompting the use of drugs to cope.
its fucked up
Expressing a sense that the situation is messed up or challenging.
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