Lyrics
Got everybody thinkin' I'm just the bad guy
Perceived as the antagonist by everyone
Got déjà vu, think I was here in a past life
Experiencing a sense of familiarity as if lived in a previous life
Back then she used to break my
Reflecting on a past relationship where the partner caused pain
Heart just to pass time i play the game
Played emotional games, feeling like this is the final chance
But I think I'm on my last life
Sensing that current circumstances are the last opportunity
I built it all
Achieved success but witnessed it crumble
I watch them turn it to rubble
Observing the destruction of what was built
I try my best to walk away, but I stumble
Struggling to detach despite the intention to move on
I look inside and wish that I was more humble
Wishing for more humility upon self-reflection
My ego gets the best of me, it's a struggle
Battling with a dominant ego and its negative effects
Where will I be in the end?
Contemplating future outcomes
When I start losing everyone I used
Fearing the loss of close relationships
To say was my friend
Realizing former friends may no longer be supportive
Time passed by quick, memories play pretend
Time passing quickly, memories distorted
Sharp words like a knife
Experiencing hurtful and cutting words
Push me over the edge
Words pushing the speaker to a breaking point
Sharp words like a knife
Continued impact of hurtful words
Cut me off of the thread
Feeling disconnected and cut off
And I did it before, maybe I'll do it again
Contemplating repeating past mistakes
And I'm so sick of your words
Frustration with insincere words from others
You never meant what you said
Distrust of others' intentions
And I'm so sick of my life
Expressing dissatisfaction with life
I think I'm quitting my meds
Considering discontinuing medication
And I did it before
Reflecting on past actions and the possibility of repetition
I think I'll do it again
Contemplating a repeat of past decisions
And I'm lost inside this forest
Feeling lost and uncertain about the future
I don't know where it ends
A metaphorical representation of confusion and uncertainty
You never had a broken heart so
Expressing empathy for having a broken heart
You don't know if it mends
Doubtful about the possibility of emotional healing
You never been the bad guy
Acknowledging the role of being perceived as the villain
They never wanted you dead
Others never wishing harm upon the speaker
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