Lyrics
I don't think I'm gonna live long
Expressing a belief about a short lifespan
Maybe that's why it hits so hard
Suggesting that the short life expectation intensifies emotions
When I think about you riding 'round in his car
Feeling upset thinking about the person being with someone else
When I think about how we got this far
Reflecting on the journey of the relationship
Oh
Emphasizing an emotional response
Maybe I seem a little crazy
Admitting to possibly seeming mentally unstable
And maybe nobody really hates me
Suggesting that others may not truly dislike the singer
In my head I think everybody hates me
Belief that everyone dislikes the singer
Yeah I swear everybody fuckin' hates me
Strongly convinced that everyone hates the singer
I feel it in my chest like a heart attack
Feeling intense emotional pain or anxiety
I forget to breathe I'm on my back,
Experiencing panic or overwhelming emotions
I'm on my back
Reiterating a distressed state
100 MG to be who I am
Referring to a dosage of medication to maintain identity
I take it everyday at 10am
Regularly taking medication for stability
I'm still growing
Still evolving as a person
And it's showing
Progress is noticeable
But I'm still glowing
Despite difficulties, there's still an inner brightness
I'm still glowing
Reaffirmation of inner brightness
(Hello and welcome to the mental health hotline)
Introduces a mental health hotline
I don't think I'm gonna live long
Reiteration of not expecting a long life
Maybe that's why it hits so hard
Reinforcing the impact of short life expectations
When I think about you riding 'round in his car
Distress over the thought of the person with someone else
When I think about how we got this far
Contemplating the journey of the relationship
Oh
Re-emphasis on intense emotions
Maybe I seem a little crazy
Self-awareness of possible perception as unstable
And maybe nobody really hates me
Suspecting that others may not truly hate the singer
In my head I think everybody hates me
Belief in universal hatred toward the singer
Yeah I swear everybody fuckin' hates me
Strongly convinced that everyone despises the singer
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