MY Monster
Unveiling the Inner Turmoil: "My Monster" Reflections
Lyrics
I thought I was an actress, acting in a scene
I believed I was playing a role, participating in a scene.
Look up at the world still spinning round me
Observing the world, which appears to continue revolving around me.
Thought I was asleep
Perceived myself as being in a state of slumber.
I thought it was a dream
Mistakenly considered it to be a dream.
I guess it's never really what it seems?
Expressing doubt that reality aligns with appearances.
Oh I scared of myself again
Experiencing fear or apprehension about one's own actions.
Oh I'm so small, do you hear me at all?
Feeling insignificant and questioning if others acknowledge one's presence.
Anxious eyes your plastic smile
Noting anxiety in someone's gaze and recognizing insincerity in their smile.
I saw your light eyes go away for a while
Observing a change in someone's expressive eyes.
Find a medication worth your while
Suggesting the search for a medication that brings genuine benefits.
None of this hides your suicidal
Implying that no remedy can conceal the underlying suicidal tendencies.
Lock up the windows shit the doors
Urging to isolate oneself from external influences by closing windows and doors.
I don't wanna see your face no more
Expressing a desire to avoid encountering a specific person.
Break all the mirrors
Suggesting a symbolic act of breaking mirrors, possibly to break free from self-reflection.
Thrown to floors
Describing a state of being thrown down to the ground.
Step on the glad like a new dance floor
Comparing stepping on the ground to dancing on a new dance floor.
Stand me in the moonlight
Requesting to be placed under moonlight, possibly for self-reflection.
Tell you I don't feel right
Expressing a sense of discomfort or unease.
I don't feel like myself now
Acknowledging a departure from one's usual self.
Stand me in the moonlight
Reiterating the desire to be in the moonlight for introspection.
Tеll you I don't feel right
Reiterating a feeling of discomfort or unease.
I don't feel like myself now
Emphasizing a departure from one's usual self.
I don't feel like mysеlf now
Reaffirming a sense of not feeling like oneself.
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