State of Pandemic
Journey Through Existential Turmoil: State of Pandemic
Lyrics
Looked at the window
Contemplating life or observing surroundings through a window.
But saw nothing at all
Feeling a sense of emptiness or lack of substance.
My life is constantly like a parabole
Life is consistently shaped like a parabola, suggesting ups and downs.
Need of anything that will give me control
Desire for something that provides a sense of control in life.
Nothingness stares at me at night
Emptiness and loneliness are felt intensely during the night.
Slowly killing me without a daylight
Negative emotions, possibly depression, affecting the person.
I cannot find any normality
Struggling to find a sense of normalcy in life.
Who you really are, you will see
Encouraging self-reflection to discover one's true identity.
Echoes of past are in my head
Past experiences haunt the mind, creating echoes of memories.
I dont know, if Im alive or dead
Uncertainty about one's existence, questioning life and death.
Remains of me call for something new
The remnants of the person seek change or renewal.
Tell me finally, what are you?
An inquiry into the true nature of oneself.
Nothingness stares at me at night
Reiteration of the profound emptiness experienced at night.
Slowly killing me without a daylight
The night's emptiness contributes to a slow, metaphorical death.
I cannot find any normality
Continued struggle to find a sense of normality in life.
Who you really are, you will see
A reminder that one's true identity will be revealed over time.
Why wont you let me live?
Expressing frustration about being hindered from living freely.
Why wont you let me die?
Expressing a desire for release or escape, possibly from suffering.
Im on the road to madness
Feeling on the path to madness, perceiving it as a perpetual falsehood.
Thats all an endless lie
Viewing the journey towards madness as an unending deception.
Memories are forgotten
Recollections and memories are fading or intentionally ignored.
Dark clouds above me again
Metaphorical representation of emotional turmoil with dark clouds.
Seeking for someones help
Seeking assistance or support from someone to alleviate pain.
What will stop this pain?
Pondering what can bring an end to the emotional suffering.
Nothingness stares at me at night
Reiteration of the overwhelming emptiness experienced at night.
Slowly killing me without a daylight
The night's emptiness contributes to a slow, metaphorical death.
I cannot find any normality
Continued struggle to find a sense of normality in life.
Who you really are, you will see
A reminder that one's true identity will be revealed over time.
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