Can't Control Myself
Navigating Inner Turmoil: Embracing the Uncontrollable
Lyrics
I wish I could walk down the street
I desire the ability to stroll down the street.
Live my life in peace
To lead a peaceful life is my aspiration.
But my brain won't shut the fuck up
However, my mind is constantly active and won't calm down.
I can't really blame it
I can't entirely blame it, considering my challenging experiences.
I've been through the thick and thin
I've faced both good and bad times.
It's just trying to protect me
The constant mental activity is an attempt to safeguard me.
The paranoia kicks in
Feelings of irrational fear intensify.
It's time to fight or fly
It's a moment to either confront or escape.
My hands are tied
I feel helpless and constrained.
And I hope my help
I anticipate assistance, hoping it descends from the sky.
Will come falling far from the sky
Wishing for support to arrive unexpectedly.
It's everywhere I go
This mental struggle accompanies me everywhere.
I can feel it as a whole
I sense it completely.
Leave a marking on my soul
Leaving a lasting impact on my essence.
Feels like I'm someone else
I feel like a different person.
I can't control myself
I lack control over my actions.
I always live in a dream
I consistently exist in a dreamlike state.
Feels like I'm someone else
Feeling disconnected from myself.
I can't control myself
I cannot regulate my behavior.
I always live in a dream
Living in a perpetual dream.
I see all the hands
I perceive the multitude of challenges approaching.
That are coming my way
The forms of difficulties that will drive me to madness.
The shapes of the things
Ready to express my frustration before the commencement.
That will keep me insane
I implore you not to break me apart.
I'm ready to scream before the start
Desiring to keep the inner voices subdued.
And I beg you, please
A plea to avoid tearing me apart.
Don't tear me apart
I just want to control the mental noise.
I just wanna keep the voices down
The inner voices become overwhelmingly loud.
But they get so loud
The volume of the voices becomes deafening.
So loud
The intensity of the mental turmoil.
So loud
The overwhelming noise continues.
So loud
The mental chaos persists.
So loud
The mental turmoil remains.
The paranoia kicks in
The irrational fear intensifies once again.
It's time to fight or fly
It's a choice between facing the fear or escaping it.
My hands are tied
I feel restricted and unable to act.
And I hope my help
Hoping for assistance to descend from the sky.
Will come falling far from the sky
Yearning for unexpected help.
It's everywhere I go
This mental struggle permeates every aspect of my life.
I can feel it as a whole
I sense it entirely.
Leave a marking on my soul
Leaving a lasting impact on my essence.
Feels like I'm someone else
Feeling like a different person.
I can't control myself
I lack control over my actions.
I always live in a dream
I consistently exist in a dreamlike state.
Feels like I'm someone else
Feeling disconnected from myself.
I can't control myself
I cannot regulate my behavior.
I always live in a dream
Living in a perpetual dream.
Don't wanna live in a dream anymore
I no longer desire to live in a dreamlike state.
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