Lyrics
I took my pills to feel better
Took medication for improvement in well-being
I hated them too
Expressed dislike towards the pills
They never worked
Medication was ineffective
Yeah I'm sick of being that girl
Fed up with the role of being a certain type of person
Don't want to be one anymore
Desire to change and no longer identify with that role
And if I told you I'm perfect
Raising the question of personal perfection
Oh would you like that?
Posing the question to others if they would like the claim of perfection
I bet you would
Anticipating a positive response to claiming perfection
And if I told you I'm worthless would you like that?
Raising the issue of personal worthlessness
I bet you would
Expecting a positive response to claiming worthlessness
I had a black eye for weeks yeah
Physical evidence of a difficult or challenging experience
Ran from my friends yeah
Isolation from friends after the challenging experience
then slammed the door
Emotional reaction to the experience, shutting others out
I bought a new chain to feel bigger
Material possession acquired for self-esteem
Saved all my money
Financial discipline despite personal challenges
Never worked
Reiteration of the ineffectiveness of medication
And if I told you I'm perfect I bet you'd like that
Raising the question of personal perfection again
I bet you would
Expecting a positive response to claiming perfection
And if I told you I'm worthless would you like that?
Raising the issue of personal worthlessness again
I bet you would
Expecting a positive response to claiming worthlessness
The universe maybe hates me but maybe lately I'm good again
Contemplating the possibility of being favored by the universe
And all my thoughts just feel stupid
Self-critical thoughts acknowledged as irrational
I'll try much harder to your friend
Commitment to making more effort to be a better friend
And if I told you I'm perfect would you like that?
Raising the question of personal perfection once more
I bet you would
Anticipating a positive response to claiming perfection
And if I told you I'm worthless would you like that?
Raising the issue of personal worthlessness again
I bet you would
Expecting a positive response to claiming worthlessness
Run run to the sun
Encouraging action towards a brighter future
Run run to the sun
Reiteration of the call to pursue positivity
Get that cash and don't look back
Advocating financial success and leaving the past behind
Run run to the sun
Repetition of the call to move towards the sun (positivity)
Run run to the sun
Continued emphasis on moving towards the sun
Get that bag heavy stacks
Encouraging the pursuit of financial prosperity
Things get a little better now
Expressing belief in improvement
I think they are
Positive outlook on the current situation
I think they should
Positive expectation for the future
Shit feels a little harder now
Acknowledging increased difficulty in current circumstances
I think we are
Belief in collective improvement
I think they would
Positive expectation for collective improvement
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