DISSOCIATION

Sometimes, the speaker struggles with staying present in the moment.

There are times when the speaker finds it challenging to see things clearly.

This difficulty results in a lack of clarity in the speaker's communication or expression.

The speaker's vision becomes blurred, hindering their ability to navigate or make decisions.

The blurred vision makes steering through life's challenges difficult for the speaker.

The speaker has invested a lot into something.

Despite the investment, the speaker finds themselves in imaginary or non-existent places.

Resisting these imaginary distractions becomes challenging despite the speaker's efforts.

The speaker's mind tends to drift away.

The speaker tries not to let their mind wander.

The speaker emphasizes the need to pursue their goals despite challenges.

Repetition of the same themes, emphasizing the ongoing struggle with staying focused, clear-sighted, and grounded while pursuing goals.

Sometimes I have issues seeing clear

It results in me not being clear

My vision blurs

Then I cannot steer

I've put so much into this

Then go places that do not exist

Despite my best efforts it gets hard to resist

My mind will just drift

I try not to let it

I godda go get it but

Sometimes I get so caught up in the mission, the goal

Looking ahead for the finish

A line that never comes

I find myself flying too high

Too close to the sun

Distant realities

Seem right in front of me

Drifting in front of me

Then just away from me

Finding importance of being grounded

In order to gain traction needed

I found it

Fuck all the nobodies hating

They're mad they just took life and ate it

The way that the system displayed it

I said fuck that and I changed it

The best route is not always safest

I jumped straight the fuck in and took it for me

Now all y'all faking are looking at me

And what do you see?

Angry and spiteful, inspired, it's wild

The evident negligence

Harmful to me and my prevalent element

I pop off on some shit

Just for the hell of it

Staying malevolent

Opposing to me

And that's just the end of it

I'll kill all your relevance

And still look benevolent

Preference to living with prejudice

When pushing and fighting all that I am up against

Sometimes I have issues staying here

Sometimes I have issues seeing clear

It results in me not being clear

My vision blurs

Then I cannot steer

I've put so much into this

Then go places that do not exist

Despite my best efforts it gets hard to resist

My mind will just drift

I try not to let it

I godda go get it but

Sometimes I have issues staying here

Sometimes I have issues seeing clear

It results in me not being clear

My vision blurs

Then I cannot steer

I've put so much into this

Then go places that do not exist

Despite my best efforts it gets hard to resist

My mind will just drift

I try not to let it

I godda go get it