Sane
Journey Through Shadows: Embracing Fragility in 'Sane' by Meet Me @ the Altar
Lyrics
Am I still stable in my shoes?
Questioning stability in personal life or mental state.
Or crippled by what I went through?
Reflecting on the impact of past experiences and potential emotional damage.
The foundation that I built up
Referring to a foundation in life, possibly values or beliefs.
Has began to shake
Indicating instability and challenges in the established foundation.
I thought that I could handle this
Believing that the speaker can handle difficulties.
Forget the past
Encouraging to let go of the past.
Get over it
Advising to move on and overcome previous hardships.
Kept everything in my own head
Keeping thoughts and emotions internally, not expressing them.
To reassure the strength I thought I had
Internal struggle to reassure personal strength.
I assessed myself, and I'm not that sane
Realizing a lack of mental stability upon self-assessment.
I realized that I'm not that sane
Acknowledging a realization of not being mentally sound.
I've learned that emotion is a sign of doing well
Understanding that experiencing emotions is a positive sign.
A healthy heart to replace my gloom
Desiring a healthy emotional state to replace sadness.
But I'm still stuck inside this fear of being frail
Struggling with a fear of vulnerability despite emotional progress.
Within this emptiness my doubt will bloom
Expecting self-doubt to flourish within emptiness.
Hope that I could find my way
Hoping for a positive direction in life.
All I ever see is gray
Perceiving life as dull and lacking vibrancy.
I could grow from this, but not today
Recognizing potential for personal growth in the future.
I'm fading out
Feeling a decline or disappearance in vitality.
Seeking out a peace of mind
Actively seeking inner peace.
It seems I'm running out of time
Expressing a sense of urgency and limitation of time.
To cross over the finish line
Metaphorically referencing a struggle to achieve a goal.
I'm last place
Feeling like being in the last position or losing in a competition.
It's been two years and I'm still not sane
Indicating a prolonged period of instability and lack of sanity.
I realized that I'm still not sane
Reiterating the realization of ongoing mental challenges.
I've learned that emotion is a sign of doing well
Repeating the positive association of emotions with well-being.
A healthy heart to replace my gloom
Desiring emotional health as a remedy for sadness.
But I'm still stuck inside this fear of being frail
Persisting fear of vulnerability despite emotional improvements.
Within this emptiness my doubt will bloom
Expecting doubt to thrive within inner emptiness.
Does this ever end?
Expressing uncertainty about the continuation of difficulties.
Felt like this for forever
Feeling a prolonged and enduring sense of distress.
Can't say I'm getting better
Admitting a lack of improvement in the current situation.
I could use a friend
Expressing a need for companionship and support.
Through all this stormy weather
Metaphorically describing challenging circumstances.
It's pouring down
Metaphorically referencing emotional intensity.
I've learned that emotion is a sign of doing well
Reiterating the positive association of emotions with well-being.
A healthy heart to replace my gloom
Desiring emotional health to replace gloom and sadness.
But I'm still stuck inside this fear of being frail
Persisting fear of vulnerability despite emotional improvements.
Within this emptiness my doubt will bloom
Expecting doubt to thrive within inner emptiness.
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