Bipolar Jam
Navigating the Rollercoaster of Emotions: Jane Tragic's Bipolar Jam
Lyrics
You ask me when I'm happiest, I'll tell ya
You inquire about my happiest moments, and I am ready to share.
I know joy in all its luminescence
I am familiar with the brilliance of joy in all its aspects.
And I also know the darkest depths of human misery
I have also experienced the profound depths of human misery.
And now I need the intoxication of convalescence
Currently, I seek the soothing and healing effects of recovery.
And my love is my bipolar's surrogate mother
My love serves as a substitute mother for my bipolar disorder.
And my bipolar will make sure I never recover
My bipolar condition ensures that I remain in a perpetual state of instability.
And my recovery will make me laugh and make me shudder
The process of recovering will bring both laughter and unsettling moments.
And my laughter is as close to me as an estranged brother
My laughter is a constant presence, comparable to a distant and estranged brother.
Ohohoh
Expressing a melodic refrain - "Ohohoh."
I can't tell when I'm getting better, can ya
I struggle to discern my improvement, posing the question to others.
Cause happiness is a slippery slope
Happiness is elusive, akin to navigating a treacherous slope.
I've lost myself again like a dying old best friend
I've once again lost my sense of self, akin to losing a close, aging friend.
And if I find myself alive I am sure that we will both elope
If I rediscover myself alive, it is likely to lead to a reunion and escape.
You don't wanna know what I've been thinking
There are thoughts I harbor that you would prefer not to be aware of.
You can't tell by looking where I stand
My current state cannot be easily discerned by outward appearances.
My mother doesn't know how much I've been drinking
My mother is unaware of the extent of my alcohol consumption.
I'm in drowning in the truth tonight and there's no sign of land
I am submerged in the truth tonight, and there seems to be no escape or resolution.
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