Lyrics
I just wish that you ain't go and
I wish you hadn't played games
Play them games like you did
Expressing regret about past behavior
I just wish that you would tell me
Wishing for honesty in communication
That it is what it is left my heart so cold
Acceptance of a painful reality, feeling emotionally distant
But it's all cool I'm back on my shit
Reclaiming self-confidence after a setback
And I knew that life get hard
Acknowledging life's challenges
But I ain't think it get like this
Surprised by the intensity of life's difficulties
Said every minute, every second, every day, I
Expressing the continuous struggle every day
Every minute, every second, every day, I
Repetition emphasizing the ongoing effort
I try to leave it in the
Trying to leave the past behind
Past to make my way out
Striving to move forward despite challenges
Try to keep my circle small
Preferring a small, close-knit social circle
But it don't ever stay wrong
Highlighting the difficulty of maintaining a small circle
Putting up a fight, no
Fighting against life's obstacles
Said I'm too strong, can't let
Asserting personal strength
Them see me cry, no
Keeping emotions private
I ain't gon lie, it eat me up inside, no
Admitting internal struggles
The long days end up sleepless nights
Conveying the toll of challenging days and sleepless nights
So if you say that you love me
Seeking genuine expressions of love
Then say it like you mean it baby
Emphasizing the importance of sincerity in love
Cause if I say that I love you
Stating the seriousness of one's love
Then there ain't no other meaning baby
Emphasizing the exclusivity of love
So if I give you my heart then I
Expressing trust in a relationship
Trust you say you can keep it baby
Acknowledging emotional scars
Emotionally scarred, don't play around
Warning against playing with emotions
Said I'm a demon, aye
Describing oneself metaphorically as a demon
I may need some fixing, I may need some love
Recognizing a need for improvement and love
I may need the deacon, I may need these drugs
Referring to potential reliance on substances
Your love is my weakness
Acknowledging vulnerability in love
Got me in the deep end
Feeling deeply involved in a challenging situation
Can't swim so I'm sinking
Metaphorically sinking due to emotional struggles
Sometimes I wish that I never
Expressing a desire to avoid heartache
Really had a heart
Reflecting on the challenges of having a heart
With all this pain I been dealing
Dealing with and recovering from emotional pain
Healing these battle scars
Emphasizing healing from past emotional battles
No you ain't innocent
Acknowledging shared responsibility in a relationship
Lil baby know you played your part
Recognizing the impact of the partner's actions
Bi-polar love, bi-polar love
Describing the relationship as emotionally unpredictable
(Bi-polar love, bi-polar love)
Repeating the theme of emotional unpredictability
(Bi-polar love, bi-polar love)
-(I may need some fixing, I may need some love
Repeating the theme of love as a weakness
I may need the deacon, I may need these drugs
-Your love is my weakness
-Got me in the deep end
-Can't swim so I'm sinking)
Expressing the depth of emotional struggle
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